i was banned and have questions as to how to fix my behavior
ik why i was banned and i completely understand my ban and i have no qualms with it i do feel bad for my behavior looking at it from a different point of view other lane hey i want to win a game but vie lost so much as of late that ive gone from g4 to s3 in two weeks to just any random person . How are you supposed to deal with genuinely bad team m8s ?like dont get me wrong i think its okay to be bad its not a "bad" thing ( idk if that makes sense) just as long as you are willing to try and improve yourself and i feel like the lower tier solo queue elo tends to treat league like a game ( which yes of course it is but one people are super dedicated to) where they dont try to improve themselves they just want to have fun and most halfheartedly care about winning at best. i made a habit of flaming as a way to just kinda translate me being angry obviously that helped nobody. but if a team m8 is actually trying and they just happen to be dying a lot what do i do ? eventually yes roaming is ideal but what if its like 10 minutes in and they've died enough times to the point to where your assisting them could risk a double kill for enemy laner. Also is it correct to just roam like level 4 ? to try and help that lane ? this is something ive been wondering bout a while. i feel like solo queue is jsut a feista theres no team play theres no synergy its just throwing 5 peolpe together and hoping they mesh in 30 seconds or else the game is over threes so little communication theres so little structure to how your supposed to play its absurd and jsut super frustrating. also another question i feel likethe honor system is a bit odd its more of who plays better i was honor levl 4 before my bann there was no decay prior to it jsut going to 0 and then also how does chat restriction come into play ? because ive not once been chat restricted and only once been banned ( this time) so jsut idk a bit of info on that ? I am actually pretty glad i got banned. I think league was defiantly becoming no longer enjoyable just from my experience with other players either looking at my behavior and jsut being annoyed at myself for being so outwardly frustrated or for team m8s who simply refuse to try to play better. it was jsut all around bad but i really want to staret moving forward and looking at it 100% from jsut my game play. given that i still ask my earlier question of team m8s performing badly how do i help them ? likei genuinly dsont know besides roaming when you yourself get a lead how do you put yourself ina positino early where you roaming to assist wont jsut negatively effect your lane because etc.