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I dont know how to feel.

Scccratch·9/5/2019, 3:38:07 PM·3 votes·1,534 views

I dont get much time to play League of legends, been playing on different accounts since season 2. I can usually play 2 or 3 normal games after work, and i've been on a losing streak, my skills have gotten very rusty and im forgetting how to play around champions, i usually play Gangplank or Swain. I just played a game which was so close to breaking my losing streak, we were 2 hits away from destroying the enemy nexus, when my team surrendered. I had gotten angry that our adc jinx was splitpushing alone, when their pantheon was far ahead, i got angry that our fiora kept dying for stupid reasons, like running back into a fight with 50hp remaining, i was trying to lead my team by telling them "lets group, jinx you need to be with the team" or "buy Ninja Tabis Fiora, you've fed Renekton 5 kills" and "lets focus the 15/5 pantheon instead of chasing 2/11 jhin" in the end game lobby my team said they surrendered because i flamed them and next time i shouldnt talk. i dont know how to feel, im angry, confused and depressed. i know i swear too much, but i really was trying to lead my team to victory, i just want to win a game again. its really tiring sitting down at my desk and losing every game because i get stomped in lane by someone playing Yasuo, camped by the enemy support and jungler, or one of my other lane loses hard, afks or intentionally feeds. I dont know if i should keep playing, i love league of legends, and i have a lot of history with it. Am i getting too toxic for the other players? Am i toxic because im impatient with my teammates or am i just getting worse and this is my way of dealing with the frustration? I cant sleep.

4 Comments

GatekeeperTDS9/5/2019, 4:56:08 PM2 votes

Am i toxic because im impatient with my teammates or am i just getting worse and this is my way of dealing with the frustration?

If you're being impatient with your teammates, and that impatience is being reflected in your chat, then you're not using chat for the way it was intended. Making suggestions is good, but if you're getting angry and impatient with people and it's coming out in your chat, they're not going to listen to you. Even if you're being incredibly nice, nobody is required to listen to you, since nobody is the leader. Not everyone responds well to someone shotcalling.

i was trying to lead my team by telling them "lets group, jinx you need to be with the team" or "buy Ninja Tabis Fiora, you've fed Renekton 5 kills" and "lets focus the 15/5 pantheon instead of chasing 2/11 jhin"

my team said they surrendered because i flamed them and next time i shouldnt talk

If this is EXACTLY how you phrased things to your team, then they're assholes for surrendering the game. But by your own admission, you were impatient with them, so my feeling is that you were incredibly critical with them, and you probably repeated yourself a lot once your realized they weren't obeying you.

Scccratch9/5/2019, 3:52:37 PM1 votes

why is my post getting down votes, i just want to know what to do