@Riot - A Plea
Hey guys, I'm gonna be honest, I came here to beg. I've been playing this game a long time, and I've been banned a few times, chat restrictions here and there, and finally permabanned. However, I would like you to hear me out: I'm not a bad person. I'm not a dick just to be a dick, and I definitely care for others deeply despite how disconnected you are from your teammates humanity (especially when they all seem out to get your or to ensure you have a bad time).
I get mad, of course. I invest a lot of time in this game and after all, when you're chilling with your friends there's always friendly shit talk. Furthermore, I'm prideful. If someone makes a slight at me and it's absolutely ridiculous I have a hard time holding myself back and using my willpower to not defend myself.
Yes, these are a bad mix of traits to have with Riot's system but don't worry too much. I do give my all every game, and I'm nice 8/10. But when you play 20 games a day sometimes, that's 4 games a day you're a total dickhead. That shit adds up quick in this system. I've been punished a lot, and so far ever since I've made an effort to detach myself emotionally from this game it's been a lot nicer games.
Anyway, I digress. The point of this post is the permaban I received. I understand that the 2 week ban is the last straw, I understand that it takes a lot of toxicity, supposedly, to get to that point, but isn't the 2 week ban supposed to be a last chance at reformation? I played 4 games the day I finished my 2 week ban with a happy heart in hope to really just never get any more punishments and enjoy this darn game.
Well, on the 4th game I got banned and this was the chat log provided for me / context on the game:
I have a bad temper I know, but I definitely think I got prematurely permabanned before I had ample time to show improvement. Chatlog for the game I got banned for and a little context: Was a game of 4 people in dynamic queue and me. I took the second blue buff of the game and then got proceeded to get yelled at by the other practically all game. All this is from the last 10 minutes of the game. Yeah, I should've kept my mouth shut, no I did not think I was this close to a permaban. I thought I was getting slowly better. Perhaps it just seems that way. Nevertheless, I'd like to know if I got banned despite an improving trend, if not whatever, there are worse things in life, i'll just go be sad in a corner.
no tp bot?? so many free kills riv why did you even go into a 4v1 because clearly you were just gonna go and feed it... wat lol meanwhile cho right w/e you say boss se ya gg getting stuck in a team of 4 is really fun just constant harass cho is trolling because I took blue =( w/e you say boss cho is taking red because he is so salty =( that what i said its w/e they just need an excuse for their loss Other than their bad play lol I have more involvement in thi game than you and you have a global lt ult* i wouldve gladly given cho blu if he wasnt sucha doucheabout it 2+3 = 5 bud lool lol ^ can you report him now he literally confessed lol so sad for you to lose a game just because of a blue buff i didn't say anything until he started harassing me by the 18 minute mark Chat logs prove it you saw what they said make up your own minds im done talking he's literally mad over a blue buff 1 blue buff that he wouldve fed immediately anyway i took 1 and you started trolling immediately of course im not gonna ive you any more while you're bitching at me like a mad man rolls eyes yeah the 7-2 lx lost to you dw and riven won lane too we lost this game because i didn't give you a blue buff thanks for opening my eyes gg boys its we she's a fk im in a group with 4 trolls That like blue buffs more than winning game are you kidding me what thats a lie and half Hahaha god you guys are jerks i didn't say that w/e im done before you actually et me angry over a game
It doesn't show their chat logs but it was a premade of 4 constantly egging me on. I dont want to say my permaban is undeserved, but I just want to ask that, shouldn't it be a human that dictates whether or not someone loses an asset, in this case 5 years and $6000 dollars worth... I hope you guys understand, and I hope someone in Riot feels pity for me and allows me to truly get one last chance.
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