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I want to speak from the heart about my situation in League.

Mal the Red·10/29/2016, 9:34:21 AM·2 votes·593 views

Game after losing game. I have grown incredibly bitter.

Trolls taking more and more games away from me, and this bitterness is being released on my incompetent teammates, because I do not have any other way to release it. It has grown to a boiling point, and their absolute refusal to surrender even though the enemy team has twice the kills, 6 more towers than us, and our jungler Lee Sin is sitting in base only using flash when it's off cooldown and the occasional Q is the straw.

I lash out at my teammates because I feel like a prisoner when I want to play a game of League now. These trolls are locking me into play where I cannot possibly have any fun.

And why can't I have any fun? Because I want to WIN... And if it's impossible to win the current game, I want to play one where it is possible. Is that too much to ask?

It's gotten to the point where I threaten said teammates for keeping me in these exhausting situations with tracking them down and inflicting physical violence and psychological trauma upon them. This is not me, it's a monster that festered inside, growing stronger and stronger as my negative experiences culminated. Because I do not have a proper outlet for this anger which by now has transcended to the point where I'm just holding back my own tears and desperately trying to have fun in a game I haven't been able to lately.

6 Comments

Zezockary10/29/2016, 10:04:40 AM1 votes

If you dont enjoy the game then dont play it. From what it sounds like you should be looking for a fun single player game.

And if you are so caught up in winning, why on earth would you want to surrender, one of the only two ways to lose the game.

Every game at just about every point can be won.

MUSHROOM MIDGET10/29/2016, 10:39:48 AM1 votes

its matchmaking. every player wins/loses about 50%. just like you.

http://na.op.gg/summoner/userName=dyrus

Nik Nikerson10/29/2016, 11:03:40 AM1 votes

I'm going to say this in all seriousness, and I don't mean it as an attack on you:

STOP PLAYING LEAGUE.

It's obviously reached a point where it's not healthy for you. It's a game. It means absolutely nothing in the grand scheme of your life. It's sole purpose is to provide you with entertainment. If you aren't having fun playing it, then it's not worth playing. It's particularly not worth having a psychological break over.

If the net positives of having something in your life don't outweigh the negatives, it's time to remove it from your life.

Vormulac Unsleep10/29/2016, 7:31:33 PM1 votes

I feel your pain. THis kind of situation is why I rarely play a game of League - and when I do play, I rarely finish a game. You do your best and it just. doesnt. matter. Your team tanks the match, or one member of your team does so. People refuse to listen. They refuse even to use free wards. They are focused on kills and not objectives. You lose, because of them, and then they refuse to surrender the completely unwinnable match, locking you in and threaten to report you if you dont want to sit and suffer with them. Its ridiculous.

But Riot is too focused on words in the chat to do anything about this trash.