So I got permabanned earlier this year for toxic behavior.
Honestly, it's been rough. I was a bad person to many and have said things that make me cringe just thinking about it. I looked around in the support ticket page but have no idea how to really go about doing a ticket in my situation. I would just like to say that I am deeply sorry to those that I have spoken ill about and those that I have hurt. It was a really bad time for me but it was no excuse to act the way I did for so long. Honestly, the permaban made me realize that if I don't fix my attitude, I could do much harm to many other people, maybe those who I was close to. Well, from that day I have set forth my goal of becoming a less toxic person because it wasn't just in game, it was in real life too. I was way too much of an asshole and really just did too many stupid things and put myself in many bad situations because of it. After the ban I hopped off my computer and started to focus on other things including myself. For many of you, you might be thinking "why is this loser on boards again?" or "deserved". You're right. Sorry. I hope we can put our differences aside and begin anew again whenever I'm here. Um.. I know this may be ignored, but I would like the opportunity for another chance. I really miss this game and I want to play again with my friends and family. You guys did your job well, and I appreciate the work you do. I know it sounds like i'm sucking up but after being on the other end of the spectrum, I can say that it is awful and toxic people really kill it, in a bad way. In the time I've been gone, I've been playing other games and can say that I have improved drastically on my attitude from how it was before. I want to prove it to not only Riot staff but to others that I have changed and am no longer the toxic person I once was. So, I would like to be given another chance and redeeming myself.