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I got permabanned and I need help now.

temp8877663·9/11/2016, 5:40:34 PM·19 votes·4,479 views

No. Before you even ask, no. I'm not here to beg Riot to unban me. I'm not here to complain how much money I used into League and that it would justify anything.

Sometimes I'm toxic. And when I am, I can be really idiotic and unpolite. That is what happened today, September 11th. I was playing a ranked game inwhich my team was not playing to my dream-expectations. I was doing well, and I was the only one who was, which got me super frustrated. That is my nature. I said bad things to my peers in response to theirs towards me. And no, again before you ask, I do not mean that I shouldnt be banned because "I was just responding". I could have been the better person and muted everyone not saying a thing. Anyway that is not what happened. The game ended, I was furious. Just a week ago I was promoted to DIamond, and I had started to lose continuosly. I was thinking that I would demote to Platinum before the season would end.

I closed the client, tried to forget the game and went to take a nap.

I woke up, opened League, and felt like playing a few normals. Logged in. Suddenly a report card flashes on my screen. My nightmare has come true. I got permanently suspended. I got a breakdown. Being honest, I started to cry. I, the douchebag, toxic, unfriendly player. My heart broke. My league memories flashed in my mind. The very first moment I created my account in 2012. My first pentakill. My first rankedgame. My first everything.

It was all over now.

The reason I created this post is that I need help. League was my whole life. I played it everyday. I escaped depression through League. Seeing all my Leaguefriends playing and talking to them helped me, and I had a whole different life there. Now I have nothing in life. I have only a few friends, who also play League. Now I can't even play with them anymore. Just because I was mad over a game. I need a way to move on. But I don't know what to do when I'm lonely, when I'm sad, when I have nothing to do.

A big part of my life is gone.

I just want to apologize everyone whom I have flamed, to whom I have been unpolite, whose day was made worse by me. I won't be around anymore. Don't worry.

125 Comments

Sarutobi9/11/2016, 6:05:49 PM28 votes

I never understood people who think like this. If league is your whole life why break the rules constantly? Why get your account ban when this is your everything? it just doesnt make any sense to me. How hard is it to just not vent your frustration in chat? You can vent any other way, but you decided to mistreat your teammates all because they dont live up to your expectation. Maybe lowering it because everyone is different. If you are expecting LCS pros at every level you need to lower your expectations. No one should be treated so horrible over a video game. The whole point of it (no matter how competitive) is still there for fun. People play this game (or any other thing) to escape from reality, to relax. Not be treated like shit all because they have one bad game!

You want help. If you truly want to play again by all means make a new account and change for the better. If you cannot use chat right then dont use it, mute everyone at the start of the game. After every game (especially bad games) take a break/cooldown. If worse comes to worse take some time away from this game!

Deep Terror Nami9/11/2016, 5:45:26 PM8 votes

You are always free to create a new account (granted Riot didn't ban you, as opposed to just the account). You won't have everything that you've worked on so far, but you can get to 30 and climb back up to at least Plat before the season ends.

dominusx9/11/2016, 6:40:39 PM6 votes

w/e make an account with xp boosts you gonna be 30 in 4 days. get your main champs boom back in the game. easy peasy . and keep your goddamn fingers off the enter button while in game chatting does nothing mightaswell punch yourself before wasting your money by getting banned....

Morality Coach9/11/2016, 7:29:16 PM5 votes

When you started crying was it a full on fit of sobbing or did a few tears roll down your cheek?

Anyway, no sympathy. People like you are a burden to be around. When you make a new account, stop talking.