Regarding my permanent ban
To whom It may concern, I am writing this regarding my recent permanent ban from League of Legends. While I recognize that my behavior was repugnant and unjustified, it is not part a pattern of negative behavior. On 10/16/18 my sister was taken to the hospital with what was contemporaneously thought to be a stroke (since diagnosed as a severe Fibromyalgia Flare.) Nervously waiting, I decided to queue up for a match in League, aiming to distract myself from my worries. Unfortunately, I was unable to keep a clear head and consistently harkened back to worst case scenarios. This led me to have a particularly bad game (going 3/15.) I was frustrated with my poor performance and I lashed out, due to a degree of emotional vulnerability predicated on worry. I am incredibly ashamed of my actions. I would like to request that my permanent ban be reduced to a temporary suspension. While my behavior on 10/16/18 was particularly negative it represents a single instance of negative behavior precipitated by severe worry. Across all my games, I typically receive honors and attempt to lift the spirits of my team. This is underscored by the fact that when I received the ban, only one game was used as evidence for my negative behavior; and that I have previously never received a ban. While I understand that reversals of permanent bans are extremely rare, I would be incredibly thankful if you would please holistically review my case. Very Respectfully, Seb
P.S: please see attached the relevant chat log;
Game 1
In-Game
Thenumber2Clown: dont
Thenumber2Clown: ok
Thenumber2Clown: close1!
Thenumber2Clown: yes
Thenumber2Clown: yes
Thenumber2Clown: yes
Thenumber2Clown: thats the strat
Thenumber2Clown: dont worry
Thenumber2Clown: why does she do so much dmg
Thenumber2Clown: wtf
Thenumber2Clown: ff at 12
Thenumber2Clown: %%%%%%
Thenumber2Clown: its not a bad word unless you make it that
Thenumber2Clown: i am refering to my %%%%%%
Thenumber2Clown: my bundle of sticks
Thenumber2Clown: i dont know what you guys use it for
Thenumber2Clown: it has become a word with a negative meaning over the yerrs
Thenumber2Clown: year
Thenumber2Clown: yeasr
Thenumber2Clown: yesar
Thenumber2Clown: there is a negative use for it but I am not using it in that way
Thenumber2Clown: thats low, man
Thenumber2Clown: as one should
Thenumber2Clown: I actually think it's rude if you don't
Thenumber2Clown: but no...
Thenumber2Clown: I don't say bundle of sticks
Thenumber2Clown: I say "%%%%%%"
Thenumber2Clown: same meaning, different word
Thenumber2Clown: ks
Thenumber2Clown: try me,
Thenumber2Clown: pleas
Thenumber2Clown: do et
Thenumber2Clown: bok bok
Thenumber2Clown: dont worry
Thenumber2Clown: its unfortunate
Thenumber2Clown: that such a beatiful word has been turned so nasty
Thenumber2Clown: KS
Thenumber2Clown: KS
Thenumber2Clown: jk its ok
Thenumber2Clown: nah ik
Thenumber2Clown: it's chill
Thenumber2Clown: bitch, try me
Thenumber2Clown: does that offend you too?
Thenumber2Clown: what about gayboy?
Thenumber2Clown: i think this zac gets offended by the word itself
Thenumber2Clown: bok bok
Thenumber2Clown: thats the spirit!
Thenumber2Clown: yes
Thenumber2Clown: trash
Thenumber2Clown: bundle of sticks
Thenumber2Clown: woah zac
Thenumber2Clown: are you saying im gay in a deragatory way
Thenumber2Clown: are you implying that it is bad to be gay?
Thenumber2Clown: what if thats who I am?
Thenumber2Clown: a little gay?
Thenumber2Clown: bok bok
Thenumber2Clown: gay
Thenumber2Clown: reported
Thenumber2Clown: youre provoking me
Thenumber2Clown: very not nice
Thenumber2Clown: look at my level
Thenumber2Clown: im god tier
Thenumber2Clown: bok bok
Thenumber2Clown: thats what happens when you try to fight with this kalista
Thenumber2Clown: you cant
Thenumber2Clown: bok bok
Thenumber2Clown: bok bok
Thenumber2Clown: just because i have a micropenis doesn't make me a bad person... right?
Thenumber2Clown: bok bok
Thenumber2Clown: not even a cgabce
Thenumber2Clown: no chance
Thenumber2Clown: ever
Thenumber2Clown: wasnt even worried for a second
Thenumber2Clown: sure
Thenumber2Clown: i have no problem with the gays unlike zac
Thenumber2Clown: yes maam
Thenumber2Clown: sire
Thenumber2Clown: close, but cigar
Thenumber2Clown: we have no chance
Thenumber2Clown: thought i dodged your ult
Thenumber2Clown: but that wasn't it
Thenumber2Clown: ohh well
Thenumber2Clown: bundle of sticks
Thenumber2Clown: what can ido
Thenumber2Clown: e
Thenumber2Clown: z
Thenumber2Clown: what
Thenumber2Clown: what
Thenumber2Clown: did i do?
Thenumber2Clown: speak american
Thenumber2Clown: what does ginting mean>
Thenumber2Clown: and giek?
Thenumber2Clown: gike?
Thenumber2Clown: ???
Thenumber2Clown: ?
Thenumber2Clown: ?
Thenumber2Clown: ?
Thenumber2Clown: stop