Toxicity of low elo and their pseudoknowledge a.k.a. trashtalk U BAD ME GOOD
Hi im around plat-diamond player and I have been recently reformed. Im having this account right now on silver 1. And for real and im not willing to try to climb. I can play like maximum 2 rankeds a day because its so fucking tilting. I don't want to flame anymore so i just quit after "bad game". Im not even able to climb fast because I don't feel like im being rewarded for tryharding. While ur team is good u easily win, but when they are a bit worse they just go hard on you (im jungler) and I just don't want to play anymore. What is the point of playing and trying to climb while for playing good but not just as someone wants you to, ur being slammed. No matter how good will I play, I just get like 3/0 or even not, just being ahead on jungle they still even fucking dare to trashtalk you. And you know what? They are not punished. Im not getting feedback that they were. Im meeting this type of behaviour everyday because its very common. Why? Because its not punished. As simple as that.
I want to share my experience from before. Last game I played Assassin Kayn because it was probably free game for this pick. I played vs 4 squishy immobile champions and the only threat was enemy Garen who ofc I cannot compete. I evem asked last pick temmate to pick something good against it who will be able to deal with him in late and everything will be alright because I expected (based on my experience )that if I won't do 90% job of my team, I won't win and therefore I will be flamed.
Guess what happened. He fucking fed lane, started to constantly blame me. I muted him. Just kept having farm adavantage over enemy jungle, took drake, herald. And of course my Morgana went hard flame on me because she died from evelynn gank. Kayn is not able to gank that easily pre-form, its just for the better to farm and im just this type of player. OK. I got a little mad. But still didnt write anything, just muted him. And than she just stole my gromp. Why wouldn't she. She can attack it so she will take it, BECAUSE IM BAD JUNGLER ME NO GANK. Of course this action alone is not a reason for ban. Its not even checkable while u get reports. I get it. But her constant behaviour was just writing and saying how bad jungler I was. Literally to this point of game I think I did not do anything wrong and I think I was still 0 deaths. Just because im not able to go 10/0 beacuse of their mistakes, they are entitled to call me shit?
Than I wrote something toxic but it was just one chat message. And I just realized what I did and tried to just calm myself and still win this game. Of course playing this champ against fed evelynn and garen was just close to impossible to get back in the game I just kept doing 1 for 1 and ended up 8/9 I think. All of my teammates of course had worse score, didnt get any objective on their own, didnt put any wards or things like that. They played on their level. I get that. They are low elo players. Im ok with that. But why for fuck sake they can just trashtalk me. Than in some point of game my midalner also called me something like shit. And I went hard. Few messages calling them trashes. I couldn't resist. It didn't happen for so long time. But its just like with addiction, alcholism - they just feed you with this crap whole game long with messages, pings and grefing such as stealing camps. Yes, I can mute everyone at the beginnig of the game. But why I have to? Why can't I just play in normal environment able to communicate with my team and trusting that they wont thrashtalk you. I got few bans already. And eventaully I will get the next one I guess. For how long can I read that im far worse than the others while im not and its proven by my climbing. Im not child ofc, I should be able to resist myself. But everyone has their limit. It's me who write this shit. But they make me do it, period. Sounds stupid, but it is true at least partially.
Conclusion TL:DR In harsh words, but idc. A lot of r%%%%%ed shit players from low elo have no game knowledge and yet they are free to call you bad player and shit. They just write it without any reflexion on why enemies actaully gets advantage, they do it just because game goes wrong. It is very common so it means this type of behaviour is not being punished right now. Fix it, I beg you, because it takes all of the fun from playing.
Dear Riot, Why do you care only if someone tells me to kill myself. I care less that random wishes me death than he calls me bad just because we are losing. Acknowledge it and do something with it. I don't know about the others, but personally I feel like noone gives fuck if somoene tells my mother should get cancer. I know its not happening. But it annoys me that someone feels free to blame me.