Is tying honor to Clash meant to embarrass you with your IRL friends?
I was wondering if part of the purpose of tying honor with Clash was to embarrass you with your IRL friends. As someone who was recently punished, believe me, it's a powerful negative reinforcement motivator. So if that was the purpose, it's definitely working as intended.
But if that is the case, it's confusing to me is why Riot hides your honor level from the public. There are already toxicity punishments from which people (especially the people you're close to IRL and play with often) can infer your low Honor level, such as not having a ranked border or not being able to participate in Clash. If they really wanted to double down the embarrassment, couldn't they make everyone's honor level public? Perhaps they want you to be embarrassed but don't want other toxic people flaming you because of your honor level.
I guess I'm just frustrated and embarrassed because I have to have an extremely awkward conversation with my IRL friends why I can't join them in Clash. I'm already deeply ashamed of the behavior that got me punished, but it feels like now I have to make it public.
If I were to suggest something to the Player Behavior Moderation team, it would be to make punishments less visible, but longer or more severe in other ways. Perhaps locking gaining levels for a long period or extending the reform period. As it is now, I feel that the punishment is very effective at the negative reinforcement (I thoroughly regret my actions), but I'm tempted to quit the game if I can't make it to Honor 2 in time (or at least lie to my friends while I play in secret trying to raise the honor level!).
If you made it this far, thank you for reading my overly long, depressing rant. Hope you have a wonderful day!