Think before you speak

regret and honsety in my perma ban Bruce Sin Lee (NA) submitted 4 months ago in Player Behavior & Moderation

Hello, I am going to talk about my perma ban and state how sorrow and how much I regret and how much I wish to play again on the account. I was banned on Christmas day 2015 due to toxicity and I know i deserved the ban. Reading over the chat logs i can see and state riot made no mistake on their ban on me. After being a ban a month, I realized this is it and what had happen and its not going to change ever. The ban on my account showed me to never flame again, I have learned my lesson of that in every game. The lesson i learned is to never flame and show no racism and treat everyone with most respect every human being deserves. I was absolutely childish and vulgar, if one may wish i will post all my chat logs of why i was banned and how riot made no mistake on permanently suspending my account for good . I am going to be honest and say this if you are going to ask me "why are you posting this?" Im going to be honest and say I want people to take notice of flame and riots way of banning people are working to get rid of toxic players and as bitter, im going to say this i want an unban. Obviously that's never going to happen, I also want to state I was unfamiliar of the punishment system which is from chat restrictions to 14 day bans to permanent.... But no excuses. I truly regret the ban I received and i will show and have accountability on why i was ban and i clearly know and respect all reasons of my ban. The system isn't, broken i was broken. Riot helped me by this ban, they clearly changed my perspective and the way I should treat individuals and groups. I have failed myself and let internal and external conflicts affect the way i spoke to others and treated others. I used league of legends to escape but I didn't leave my attitude,ego or anger behind, I was racist,rude, ignorant and overall mean. i am not trying to say in anyway i should be forgiven, Im trying to apologies to those people and ask for pity. If you are reading this and you know i flame you, you have my apologies and respect for reporting me. I don't feel like its scarceness to explain more of my personal problems and how that affect the way i spoke or treated others but im comfortable talking about it. In conclusion im sorry and learned my lesson and I respect riots decision of banning but i beg once for an unban or have a chance to appeal . Thank you for reading and good luck in league. Remember to respect others and treat everyone the way everyone should be (god i am hypocrite) Have a wonderful rest of your day. Sorry for bad grammar and other mistakes

That was my story, i can't believe people are still getting banned, i have been perma banned for 6 months now i can tell you this, its not worth it. Please read my story and understand why its never worth and you will regret every damn second of it. Think before you speak I miss league everyday and my account. I'm to scared to start over but trust me. This game is so unique and weird but you always love it. THINK BEFORE YOU SPEAK.