I f'd up

I started a game, when I had an appointment to make. I feel awful and ashamed, I regret being such an idiot, I wish I could say that I could do better but it's already in the past - no, I clearly can't have done better. or else I would have. and I didn't. I fucked up.

We would have won if I was there - I checked- the rumble was super fed, if I was there to be a 5th member he would have carried the game I'm sure. I stole the win from 4 well-intending, good people.

I dunno what to say. I doubt I can do anything. I tried to DC before 3 minutes so they could remake.. but it was not a possibility. they lost. they lost precious LP because of me.

honestly... it is in the past now. and I accept that it happened. I can't undo what I did.

But.. I can get a bunch of down-votes maybe, or some people reminding me of how awful it was for me to leave a game. Whatever people can say to me, say it.

Maybe one of the players can stop by and recognize my summoner and hear me say I'm sorry.

I'm sorry guys. Rumble and Nami and Yasuo and Wukong, I am the Ashe who ruined your game, and I'm sorry. it's my fault, I f'd up, I wronged you, I wasted your game, and I am so very sorry.