It has been a few years. Please forgive me.

Hello, I've made many support tickets explaining my situation and asking for forgiveness. I got banned permanently a few years ago, I was a toxic player and I got banned after a game when a teammate fed, I added him and harassed him. If I remember correctly I made empty threats that I was going to dox him for ruining my time, so I tried to ruin his.

I have changed quite a bit since then, I don't like to feel sad for myself or give excuses so I won't explain my life situation that was a factor in my behavior, but it did affect me and make me a miserable person. I was ignorant, I didn't have much of a theory of mind and I had inconsistent views on life. I'm much more understanding and mature now, I'm an adult now too. I'm not eloquent, so all I can say is I'm being the most sincere when I tell you that I am not a toxic person at all anymore. I care about others, even if they troll me or hate me, I care about everyone and value them.

Making a smurf is not the same, I miss my friends and everything that made it MY account. I mostly miss my friends, and it has been too long to remember their names verbatim. I also don't have enough energy to grind as hard as I did previously, I have a job now and responsibilities. I can't prioritize this game like I could when I was young.

Please consider unbanning me, I know I've asked multiple times, but I do not see the harm other than the potential to create a precedent that is unacceptable and that can be abuse. But I also think you can sometimes tell if someone is being sincere, and I hope that I am expressing it. Sorry for my past behavior.

P.s I do not know if it's actually appropriate to add a poll. Ultimately the decision is up to the support team, and I feel like it's disrespectful in a way to do it.