I'm in absolute agreement with you here, I started off the season pretty decently, i finished last year with gold 4 like 22 lp or something, and then i played a few here and there through the pre season, the placements went poorly, i've never had good placements, most of the games were silvers(my team) vs plats, and I think if i remember correctly i was 4/6 in placements, it put me silver 4, I double jumped to silver 2 after winning the silver 3 promos and then slowly worked my way back into gold, I was following some guides from my favorite streamer on the champion i don't really one trick but mostly main for probably 80% of my games. And I was doing really well, mostly played solo as jg and a few top games and I occasionally mixed in an adc or support game because I used to main bot lane back in season 5/6.
I was about 29 games in wins over my losses, not sure where the numbers were at but it was maybe something like 219 wins 190 losses, and I was at gold 2 100 lp on my way to gold 1. All I wanted to get was plat and I really thought I was going to do it.
Unfortunately the exact opposite happened. For some reason I immediately started massive loss streaks the first one off the bat was 8 games in a row, and then I think I won two and then after that I lost 15 in a row, I failed my g1 series and dropped all the way back down to gold 5 0 lp and I think like negative 5 games as well. (I had the red triangle show up on my rank in my profile that I was going to be demoted to silver If I kept losing).
In no way, and I mean no absolute possible, beyond reasonable doubt, is even the slightest bit more than like 5% of it, my fault. Toxic people can flame me, rage at my playstyle, blame me, say I'm garbage, but if you actually took the time to sit down, and line up all of the games and watch every single one of them you would very clearly see why I was taken down and how it was all based off luck.
During all the losses, any one or more, of these things were happening: Teammate target bans my champion, Teammate target bans someone elses champion, teammate target bans someone elses champion, and that someone else toxic rages and forces a loss, the game starts and someone disconnects at 5 minutes and never comes back, bot lane dies 8 times before 5 minutes in and says "trash jg gg" and the game is an immediate loss, top lane is 0/8 vs the enemy riven and she roams and flash double kills bot lane to almost instantly close the game out, enemy team invades with blitzcrank and both of my bot lane players die to the invade and then proceed to feed the rest of the game, someone picks soraka top and I target ban it in the lobby because its legit trolling so they go janna top and do nothing the entire game and we lose 4v5, my team is doing really well and were ahead and have baron too, and top lane is pushed to us and its about 33-38 minutes in game, I head up top really quickly to grab the minion wave and get it re pushing back towards the enemy, in the 30 seconds I'm gone my team 4v5 engages, all 4 of them die, and the once very far behind enemy team takes our base and wins, our mid laner picks teemo and goes 0/2 in 4 minutes and the enemy zed and zac 4man bot lane for freebies take both turrets and the infernal drake and steamroll the rest of the game for a 18-23minute game.
Just as I'm typing this, i'm sitting in the fountain afk, because in under 12 minutes, my ezreal lulu bot lane is 0/6, they haven't been ganked by the enemy jungler, all they've done is try and fight the enemy, and continue doing so even when dying and consistently dying, and even at a huge disadvantage, the enemy vayne comes top takes that and steamrolls the remaining 15 minutes of gameplay.
Any time an ezreal is on my team is actually a bad luck curse, If you check my profile, I must be like 10/50 for ezreal wins and losses, not my personal gameplay, but just having been on the team he's on, ezreal is such a bad champion at low elo, any crit adc destroys him with such ease and he's so easy to kill due to a lack of mobility and movement speed but I would say 30% of the time my adc happens to be just that, ezreal himself....., every time I have an ezreal It's almost an autoloss for me, as toxic as it is, if i see it selected in the lobby, I actually have to target ban it, I have no other choice.
Anyone can say what they want, but when you get people that basically force a loss, sometimes before I can even get level 6 as a jungler and grab my ult, it absolutely ,positively, is 1,000% luck based rng.
I was a jungle main and mostly played that except when filled. So I thought, maybe If i just mix it up a bit and play some top and the occasional support game, the variance itself would change things around, unfortunately this just costed me even more games down the road and more losses, I'd get top, and we'd have a akali jg that doesn't show up on the map for the first 10 minutes, I'd get jg, and our top laner would be a 0/6 mordekaiser thats ragequit and left the game because I'm playing wukong jg and although I had two successful early ganks bot, i spent a few minutes farming to get my ult and my duskblade so that I could destroy people, but I'm a trash jg for not holding his hand and saving him, I'd get support and go braum and me and twitch would be doing amazing, but not quite amazing enough that we can 2v3 or 4, so i'm asking in chat and pinging for our jg to help us take the first blood turret bot and then the mountain drake, but because he's chinese and duoing with top, he says what every other one of those kids says "cao ni ma" and never helps us push our lead, his top lane duo is garbage, and he's playing sejuani jg and goes bloodrazor,
I could come up with 1,000 different things in the last 200 games that have happened to make them a complete and utter struggle, that were entirely out of my control, and that "being challenger" would not have helped in reversing.
It's all rng,
who gets the bad players, and who gets the good ones.
I definitely feel your pain, and I replicate it 1,000x over....
[slayer-jinx-unamused]