perma ban after getting reported in one game after almost 300 played.
Hello, i know ill do a lot of mistakes in articulation and im sorry about it, but ill try to show my history which after i got banned. I've been banned for 2 weeks like 40-50 days ago, so i just learned a lesson from it, and i was a polite, nice guy which helps others i've mostly recived a lot of honors from teammates, played well. When i seen someone who just was feding, without knowing what to do, mostly i've tried to help them with some game knowledge, builds, playstyles as i could, even after a game i was helping by giving a advices, showing some important things like freezing waves etc. last times i've got a some loosing streak, mostly still i was not flaming at anyone, trying to be polite especially when others were flaming at me. The second game was played like 2-3 days ago, where we had flaming midlander, sadly i do not know how to show full chat log, so ill try to show a history behind my words. Game 2 was like 250-300 games after a last ban, so seems like ive played a lot of them and did not get reported. Game 2 Avadr: mate stop being Avadr: so salty Avadr: u know that on your own that yas/zed on that elo arent to good <toplaner was saying about these two champs that mostly people play bad on this elo with them, and the zoe midlander was salty to toplaner so i said to stop being so offensive. Avadr: and u literally started to being salty <- after words above she was still now even toxic to me and others. Avadr: look out Avadr: jungler Avadr: AND TOP Avadr: jungler & top lane duo <-- checked enemy team so i said to toplaner that we got a duo in enemy team. Avadr: zoe> meele champ <- still zoe was salty to toplaner about he said that players with zed/yas pick are bad. Avadr: mate Avadr: stop being salty <-- so now again said to her to chill out. Avadr: e? Avadr: wtf Avadr: xDD Avadr: stop feeding my botlane <- thought it will be positive joke just to make feel everyone better becouse zoe died frist time on my lane, so thought she will catch thats just a joke bcs she was like 9/1 right now and i was still having adventage on my lane Avadr: ffs Avadr: xD Avadr: lol Avadr: u taked Avadr: it seriusly? <- really he taked it seriously so i needed to say it so he can know that was suspposed to be a joke. Avadr: i marked soraka Avadr: that shes here:< <--- marked to soraka that enemy was in bush, she literally went in and died. Avadr: zoe buy that lich Avadr: its gives you a lot. Avadr: its does a tons of dmg <-- gived a advice to zoe, our salty midlaner Avadr: and youre not in high elo <-- just a response that she said its not done in higher elo right now and i should be quiet bcs she know what she do Avadr: when and where Avadr: did u readed that its not build anymore Avadr: in high elo? <- just asking, like maybe i should to not do it when i play zoe Avadr: im lvl 7 zoe, did a yesterday another peta with her thankfully to lic h Avadr: im not silver either <- she said something like "Stay silver" Avadr: as i predicted youre just a salty type of a guy <- that its just saying shes salty like whole match Avadr: zoe inting Avadr: another fight Avadr: g Avadr: g <- she just like 5th time went without grouping to a fighting enemies witch were stacked as 5 Avadr: im toxic? Avadr: lol Avadr: for asking her why lichbane is not build in high elo XD? Avadr: i need one more item to pwoerspike Avadr: thats why im farming <- Soraka her premade, was whole match flaming at me/toplaner/midlaner. Avadr: kk mate <- response to her words "you do nothing, flaming reported" where they bot were spamming with these words a /all chat Avadr: ` Avadr: soraka what you do? Avadr: 4 assists? Avadr: when u going all the time near zoe? <- just proving that she didnt do even a assist for a 15-20 minutes, where they intentionaly were going as two to fight, without grouping or calling to group to others, then flaming on every in team. Avadr: hm maybe Avadr: dont int Avadr: 2v5? <- just saying it once again after their death where it was like 40 minutes, so we lost bcs of it Avadr: u didnt been Avadr: with me Avadr: for 20 min <- saying that when i even was adc, she didnt helped me once, even when we were fighting Avadr: im toxic? <- "they were spamming report adc/jungle/top theyre toxic " Avadr: what the hell is going on? Avadr: calm down zoe, i didnt flamed at you once:) <- As u see i didnt flamed here here, when if i would show a chat, she was flaming from beggining to the end of the game, literally saying theyre bot going to report us for flame > but no one was flaming on them Avadr: gg zoe u lost it :) gg <- response to her "i cant wint with loosers 2v5"
^ that game was like 30-40 games before the game called "Game 1"
"So the important thing here is a lobby, where support was picking after the enemy support so could pick a counter" Game 1 Avadr: what? Avadr: k Avadr: as u want Avadr: i hate you <-I was with lux which inted a fight, we like escaped but she once again marked a bush and went infront of it where she was grabbed, tried to save her and we died both. Avadr: eh i mean u jsut marked Avadr: that shes Avadr: in bush Avadr: that hes Avadr: and u went to get grabbed Avadr: picking lux Avadr: vs blitz Avadr: suicide <- saying with these words she just countered herself Avadr: idk what we can do here. <- ik i feelt pesimistic about that game, like without a hope. Avadr: BUT U PICKED LUX Avadr: after Avadr: he Avadr: picked Avadr: blitz Avadr: its my fault? <- these lines before are respond to her, she just said its my fault becouse i didnt banned a blitz, where she didnt even has a lux in prepicks" Avadr: what? u picked lux becouse i didnt banned him and he picked it? Avadr: where is sense? Avadr: respond to me lux Avadr: where is sense in what u said Avadr: thats Avadr: why Avadr: not picking squishy cham <-- still responding to her words which were like "youre bad adc, you should ban support instead of a adc champ" Avadr: FOR ME? Avadr: youre trolling right now or what? <- its like, for real? she said as frist that blitz is her counter and she still picked a lux, so its my fault becouse i didnt banned him. Avadr: u picked Avadr: lux Avadr: after Avadr: he picked blitz Avadr: AFTER Avadr: U DIDNT HAD PREPICK Avadr: so now explain to me Avadr: why its my fault Avadr: yeah Avadr: nice Avadr: so Avadr: u picked lux Avadr: after he picked blitz Avadr: to teach me a lesson? <-- like above, went just into this discussion when now i think about it she probably wanted me to get frustrated. Avadr: yes? Avadr: or what? Avadr: then when u know Avadr: blitz countering you Avadr: why u picked lux ? Avadr: lux just respond to me, im not offensive i understand a lot <- like seems im not offensive against her, trying to understand why its my fault and if she knows that blitz counter her pick, then why she still picked it. Avadr: but i would to know Avadr: if blitz is countering you, then why u picked lux after he picked blitz <-- the same as above, responding to thats my fault. Avadr: I CANT GO AROUND FARM Avadr: im zoned Avadr: right now <-- got zoned by blitz on lane, couldnt get close to farm or even gain exp. she didnt even tried to help me, she was taking farm with skills and aoe dmg. Avadr: ncie Avadr: ncie Avadr: all were killed <--- saying to team, that was nice we were able to do a ACE on them. Avadr: why u picked lux after he got blitz? Avadr: shes saying its my fault becouse i didnt banned blitz and hes countering lux. Avadr: but she picked lux after he picked blitz. <-- idk why i still respond to her flame against me. Avadr: there is any sense in it? Avadr: becouse i cant find one <- like there is nosense in her words, she countered herself and blaming me for loosing Avadr: nice that u got kills but u lost my lane with giving 2 frist kills and non helping when blitz was zoning me Avadr: So literally u do great apc job Avadr: but none a support job <--- said that she did well as apc, but she literally didnt even used a wards, didnt helped me with anything. Avadr: youre flaming right now, i didnt offended you even once. <she was abusing me with vulgar words. Avadr: zed Avadr: what to learn Avadr: please Avadr: stay bronze/silver Avadr: u will understand maybe with time Avadr: why u dont deserve <--- ive been frustrated right here, just got baited by her words which were flaming at me so i said that if she wont still will pick to counter herself then she will stay at low elo. Avadr: im done from begining, i wont get tilted wish you all good <-- pesimistic thinking, but wished a good to teammates Avadr: even to you lux after loosing botlane on purpose(countering yourself as u said) <- even to lux. Avadr: XDDDDDDDDDDDDD Avadr: 2 shots< --- got killed in 2 shots Avadr: 3/4 hp <- 1 shot 3/4 hp Avadr: im out of a game becouse of you. <she flamed that im useless and we cant win with that kind of adc. Avadr: did he helped me? Avadr: im done from early ive got zonned on lane bcs i had lux on lane vs blitz Avadr: didnt recived a help from anyone Avadr: sorry for being salty <-- i was bad at myself that im so frustrated and i went into that discussion, which i mostly i do not. Avadr: but im tilted right now Avadr: ive got constantly killed when i try to farm even Avadr: and what i can do right now? Avadr: if ill go for farm ill die <-- its not even pesimistic, sadly that was truth. Zed/rengar/enemy adc and toplaner literally always went on me to kill when i was somewher on map. Avadr: lux you got autofilled? Avadr: or u picked supp intentionally?<-- asking her, becouse i could swap before the game so i would pick normal supp, but she didnt responded in lobby. Avadr: one shot Avadr: lol <-- got oneshooted Avadr: its all your fault <--- lux started to blaming me, and saying again that we cant with with me as adc, said to stay on low ranks becouse im gonna stay here for many years Avadr: ive lost lane becouse u picked lux against blitz i got zoned hard on lane, no one helped us Avadr: and u expect from me to have any impact into a game? especially when u died twice before ive got killed on lane? <--- responding to her flame at me.
What i can say more, if u would see full log from a these 2 games u would say that in frist one i just got reported by duo like the 2 other teammates, where we didnt even flamed on them once, and they flamed on everyone else for like 40 minutes, so its not even viable report, so in the game calledt "Game 1" i was frustrated after few looses in a row, and she just got be here saying its my fault, just wanted to know why its my fault, then se said "learn from better than you", where she just mention herself.. there is some of pesimistic behaviour which i can even see, but its the one game out of like 300 games or even more after a 14 days ban, its like one game out of a 300+ games i was frustrated and being pesimistic. Mostly i help others, with their game styles, builds, if i see someone is a newbie i try to explain how some things works, mostly after game discussing with them, adding to friends and giving a helpfull hand whenever they asks about something. I am a nice person, mostly people likes me ingame, im helpfull to everyone who asks, Im trying to do good atmosphere in team chat, so we will play in good mood, but as a human being im doing mistakes, i was frustrated and that lux just baited me intto discussion. Its like one game out of a 300+ so its really so bad behaviour? I would ask if im deserving to reciving a permaban..
Im after a nerve palsy, which turnned my life upside down two years ago, i was living for 2 years with any willing to be alive, had few tries to kill myself, ive had really terrible thoughts and body feelings, was just feeling pain and a fear for a long time, didnt felt half of my face becouse as i said i had nerve palsy on ma half of my face, was playing lol after a few years break, its tooked my mind and it allows me not to focus on my mental and physical problems, which makes it much easier for me to deal with it all, I want to come back to life after this time. Now that this is the only thing that allows me to move away from my problematic thoughts, I hope that one game from more than three hundred games played will not determine that I will lose the opportunity to play