I Just Played My First Ranked Match...
I went in hopeful, joyful and ready to face anything the other team threw at me. My team consisted of 2 gold players, everyone else was unranked. The first thing I typed into pre-game chat was "first ranked match!" I was filled with utter glee that I was finally able to test my skills against people who also wanted to get to the top. I was the last pick so I knew who I would face as the ADC. It was a Jinx, so easily countered by Sivir right? So I locked in Sivir, with the usual spells I took, Heal and Barrier.
Throughout the pre-game chat was a player telling me to go back to normals, I wasn't good enough. I ignored his comments and stayed happy, I wasn't going to let a player put me down in my first ranked match. I was so ready for the match to start, there wasn't a doubt in my mind that anything would go wrong, it's just my qualifiers right?
The female voice I heard many times before echoed through my speakers "Welcome, to Summoners Rift!" I was ready. We decided to invade the jungle early game, I didn't really want to, but I went along with it. It was a smart move right? It didn't really go that well, all that happened was we lost HP and our mid laner got first blood, there wasn't really a good point to us doing that. My first death was because I thought I had creeps in front of me, but I didn't. Morgana snared me, giving Jinx her first kill. I brushed it off and so did the rest of my team.
Before long, Jinx had snowballed into a monster, and everyone blamed me, making comments like, "Sivir, please go afk" "You being in the match is making this worse". I wasn't exactly that happy after everyone decided to flame me, but they had a point. Either way, I decided to farm, that was my only option, I couldn't do anything in fights but feed.
Then everyone from the other team ran to the bot lane, gank after gank, and with that more flaming.
Needless to say, after everyone pitched in their "comforting words" we lost. I had cost us the game, I didn't mean to, but that was the way the cookie crumbled. In the after game chat, I only put in 2 words, "I'm sorry". No responce was given, but I didn't need one, I knew they were all mad at me....
Before this, I thought everybody over-exaggerated all the saltiness in the fandom, but now I believe all of it, I would never have thought that people would get this mad about a game. But I deserved it.
Did I report them? No, because they had a good reason to be mad at me. Am I still inclined to play ranked? No, not really. Teams should communicate beyond "get cancer you feeding fuck" Do I still want to play LoL? Yeah, just tomorrow.
RANT OFF