I was rightfully perma-banned.
I know what i did wrong, there are no excuses for writing stuff like i did, but game got better of me. This was the situation, i lost a close family member, my girlfriend left me few days later, my life was in shambles, i felt like whole world is against me, I was so angry and suicidal in those days that i'm afraid to tell it to anyone. In those days when i did what i did, i was isolated in my room for days, avoided all human interaction, just sat on my computer and played games, and imagine - when everything is going wrong in your life, you feel rejected and hurt like you never felt before and only thing you got for yourself going is League, and in that situation you get intentional feeder in your game like i did. I snapped, i should not have do it, but it happened. i had SO MUCH frustration in myself in those days and no one to take it out on, i did it in League and i regret it.
I've been part of this community since 2010, i live in small town and i was literally the first person playing it here, i watched this game evolve from small moba no-one heard about to most popular game in the world. If i could travel back in time and undo what i did i would, but i can't. I know this is a long shot, but i have to try it because i love League of Legends so much. Is there ANYTHING i can possibly do to get my account unbanned?