I am getting reported for defending myself Please view riotcreators or banners

So after my 15 day ban I decided to stop flaming because I have spent too much money on it so what I had done is that I have hopped into a game and then started to get flamed for being bad and feeding so I defended myself and that ended up for me getting false reported and might be banned and right now I am worried so someone help me because a riven player started beating me and I have just had a bad game and ot false reported and what I said was You guys have been playing for a year and a half and I have been playing for 4 months so please be quiet and get on. So then I started to get an even worse game by getting rekt more so yeah I started saying more things such as: You should get reported not me for saying that I am tras and saying that I'm bad and cannot handle a fed riven in lane and stuff like that so that really offended me so please fix some things about false reporting. I do not deserve to get banned