Where to go from here now that my account is suspended

So, I'm pretty sure I'm like the great majority of players who has a need to complain about their account being suspended, but this has just happened to me over the course of a couple days. Was playing through the logitech event that's going on right now, and I get crazy looks and insults when they see an Iron 3 player mixed with Silver/Gold/Diamond etc. Of course, I ended up losing to them, and I get blamed for it.

Now I normally get a little upset due to those elitism mentality, but what really set me off was playing a Draft as Teemo top against a Rumble. I never really got a gank from my jungler, and I ended up feeding Rumble and started flaming my team for it. Of course, in the post game lobby, I was dumb enough to make racial slurs/death threats/etc. After that, I was dealt with a 14 day suspension.

It sucked, as I have not been suspended(Though I have been in low priority queues due to dodging or afk in matches). Having me suspended didn't tick me off, though it was the fact that I was banned from the logitech event until the end of April. I guess that tilted me so hard due to the fact that no matter how low rank I was, someone's there to judge you for it. Now I should've just ignored it and let it be, but nope, I had to escalate it further. Over the last day and a half, I have sent over 5-6 tickets disrepecting the Riot supporters, making possible death threats, hoping they die by my hands, etc. Then I decided, why not just give up complaining about it and just let these 2 weeks fly by. I did ask them why I got banned from the event, but then just today, 3-4 hours ago I got this message:

Princess Bubblegum (Riot Games Player Support)

Feb 21, 3:00 PM PST

Hello,

Due to threats that you have made in your tickets your account has received a permanent suspension. We have a strict zero tolerance policy regarding threats made in League of Legends and due to your actions we will be unable to remove or modify the permanent ban on your account.

Always,

Princess Bubblegum Player Behavior and Game Stay Jinxy

So, there you have it. I have spent the last 7-8 years upholding this account, just for it to go to waste because of 1 bad game that I decided to be super tilted off the face of the galaxy. At lv95, Iron 3 on both solo and flex, I probably deserve this. There's probably no way of this account to ever see the light of day again. It really sucks to be toxic in this game, and I hate to be in the small percentage of players to get banned like this. I want to apologize and reform myself in the best way, but I've gone too far in trying to remedy a wound that I opened up, hoping for it to heal. This will be the end of my journey through the field of justice. So farewell, fellow summoners. I don't expect to be missed, probably knowing a few that might actually be glad this account is banned, obviously. Hope your lives are better now that DCmaster15 is out of the picture.