i've accepted my fate and here's my conclusion:
so.. ive been stuck in silver 1 for 3 months. ive asked friends to duo with me.. and help me. they do and we still lose.. no matter what i do.. its nothing but trolls and afkers. ive realised that bronze is a cakewalk but silver is the real hell. people dont listen, they dont follow direction. they troll. run down mid die 7 times. then afk. they steal buffs die 4 times. then afk. ive realised that im just that bad. no matter what i do.no matter how much i pratice, no matter how many times i ask people to teach me and learn.. no matter how many carry champions i play i cant win. im never getting out of this. no matter who i play with. what i try. what i do. im stuck here.. and i guess no matter how hard i try ill never escape. thus. i quit. i've spent close to 3,000$ on this game.. and ive worked so hard. and i try so hard. but im stuck. and honestly theres gonna be someone who tries to be a smartalic. but you know good for you. im actually sad right now.. because i went from bronze 2 this season to silver 1. i worked really hard.. but im stuck. so i quit. none of you even care.. or will read this. but i just wanna say bye :) ive had fun.. and its been nice.. but i guess.. im done. so thanks riot. this is my end. rip my 400 skins. bye league