I hate life

SO i picked miss on team build and it said i had the arcade skin i was like what someone gifted me this so i start up a match and we go in and i have the classic skin that almost put me to tears cause i dont have much skins (only 2 free skins) and i really wanted that skin or any skin of that matter. after tht match and then hoping it said someone gifted me the arcade miss skin and nothing pop up, so i picked miss again and it showed me the classic was the only skin i had ;-; i got my hopes up for nothing.......