Discouraged with a 29% win ratio.
Currently I'm on tilt. I feel helpless, I feel like my efforts to contribute to my team are worthless. I touched gold preseason for the first time in 2 years but now I'm currently riding on 13 wins and 32 losses (29% win ratio in silver 5 with 11 LP).
Unless some miracle takes over my league career, I don't think I'll be hitting gold this season. I've tried so hard to climb but I'm being pulled down due to my sucky attitude and poor skills.
I admit, I'm not good. People who get to gold deserve to be in gold and I want to get to gold really badly. It seems like I don't deserve to be there atm.
What should I do?
I'm highly discouraged because of my low ratio but I feel addicted to this feeling that the more I play the more I can win. Which isn't working for me right now.