Stopped caring

i stopped caring what other players think. truth is most of the players i encounter are completely useless in game. i place wards doesn't matter because they are blind to anything beyond their mouse cursor. i engage, the group runs the other direction and does nothing (oh, wait they die while running away at full health) too many time people ask why i am not playing my lane, not joining the group on engages, and every time i do that for you you screwed up... so i don't trust any of you. too many times used as cannon fodder so the idiot that pushed too far can survive but most likely won't because he thinks he can take on people now that help has arrived at 200 health. and i have reported all this behavior over and over again there is no end to it. so i decided even if i am in ranked, if the team i am with show any negative quality towards game play i will quietly farm or if i am angry enough about it leave. until such time as i stop seeing feeders(any person who will sacrifice themselves or a teammate because they think they can get a kill or display cowardice in the face of the enemy and simply run away at full health causing the deaths of his teammates as a result), seeing people walk into enemy territory despite not having a single ward there, and the support has used all three of his and a pink on the river and the rest of the team not placing any wards at all despite knowing that the support can only cover a quarter of the map if that with vision, learning that tank focus is the worst thing to do over and over again despite the ADC standing 1 screen inch from their champion and dealing heavy damage. i know you will say something along the lines of its my fault and some of it is, even in horrible games i still come out with better scores then most people. i have tried speaking with players to see if they will change, who can take the criticism, and found their are probably none. i am a bronze 2 now and don't think about going higher, though i have been higher. i am just waiting for my account to be banned, and simply think i am glad i never sank any money into this game. playing with live player is becoming so annoying that I'd rather play with 2 other bot 3v5 in AI custom then have to deal with such loathsome human beings. losing hope but hey when i hit bottom i guess i could always walk away. anyone out know how i am feeling? i am never going to answer or respond to this thread just had to let some steam out. everyone out there trying their best, i hope you guys make to the top.