I don't know how to have fun on LoL anymore.

So I'm not very good at this game. In general I don't play SR because people get way too into that map and doing bad on it is the end of the world. But playing ARAM doesn't help cause a good game is never a good game for me cause usually my kills and damage is always equaled by my amount of deaths. Rotating game mode now doesn't help any cause it's all still the same thing. And bots is both filled with player bots or the toxics who, for whatever reason, decide to make Co-op vs AI. their home.

So I'm sitting here like, where is the fun lol? League is only enjoyable if you're good at the game it seems. And I'm just too darn stupid to get good lol. Mostly I'm just complaining here (doing bad all the time gets tiring fast), but to make this post relevant still at least, how do you peeps get enjoyment out of League? Or do you not get enjoyment out of League and just keep playing it because you've sold your soul to Riot at this point?