I have a problem with LoL.

I really do. I hate this game. Like, really. Most of the time playing it just makes my day miserable, because of either the toxicity or just the shear stupidity of my teammates. Some days I just can't get ONE decent team all day. And it makes me feel horrible. When I spend time without playing this game, I feel overall happier and better.

So why do I play it? I think I am addicted. I have a problem. I just can't stay away from it. Probably because of the lack of decent alternatives in gaming these days. And the rush of winning is just addicting. But the game overall honestly ruins so many of my days that it's honestly not really worth it.

I tried quite a few times to leave. But I eventually get bored and come back. And get miserable again. The game balance is awful, the community is even worse. I don't know what to do.

I just really wish I never tried this game...