Riot Games and How I feel Over The Course of My Career in League of Legends

I recently just got banned for 2 weeks because I was trying to defend my teammates. Ok So what happens is I get one salty fucking r%%%%% (I will be cursing a lot in this block of text because in all honesty I view riot as a giant piece of shit game company who has a perfection complex over what they see when they know they are all human beings) I got 2 chat bans recently over me trying to defend my teammates while the guy who attacked my team never got reported or anything or never got punished. This tribunal is a giant pile of shit. and it sucks and is completely unfair. The fact that I have a perma-banned account. One game I was playing I didnt gank and my team felt I was "Intentionally Feeding" even tho my k/d/a was 12/4/18 BUT I DIDNT GANK.. we won that game and my team reported me.. I got a ban.. for not ganking... I was reported for Int Feeding and refusing to communicate. So It happened again.. I played really farm heavy junglers at the time devourer was out. Shyvana Master Yi Kindred stuff like that and so It happened again this time I didnt do so hot went negative but I didnt go past 5 deaths. kk Then my friends dare me to do something stupid in the skype call.. At this point I dont care so they told me to type "%%%%%%" in all chat after I got a kill just because. And I knew that was ban worthy I deserve a fucking ban for being a degenerate r%%%%% and in all honesty it was fair.. But In all honesty I technically got ONE reasonable ban and I got perma-banned. Made a new account. Started hanging out with some toxic friends Ex-Semi-Pro CS:GO player He is really stubborn and I try to teach him and when I am serious he isnt serious but when I troll he is serious so our "schedules" never match-up. We always have semi-douchey conversations I type what the hell I want to cause I got perma-banned and I dont give a damn anymore. Now I never tell him when he pisses me off cause he always says the same thing "I dont care I dont give a fuck" but when I do shit he makes sure as hell to lecture my ass off.. And I dont try to tell him when he pisses me off cause he should have the common sense to knowand even if he doesnt he is to stubborn to even make somewhat of a change as to know how to not piss off people he plays with. So it happens and I put up with his shit when he trolls me in a ranked game or when he just wants to tell me to shut the fuck up its fine. But when I get tilted I start getting really fucking aggravating cause I have nothing else to do since he doesn't listen. So one game he is playing top and the team takes his farm I try to justify that he needs the farm and so what happens is that I get reported for trying to defend my top laner.. And in all honesty I cursed but I never insulted the ashe never insulted ANYONE but I cursed and tried to defend my team.. They were attacking him and he is my best friend after all why the fuck wouldnt I defend him. So what happens then Is I get banned ok fine whatever it wasnt my fault I dont think... Maybe it was I have no idea. Same thing happens the next day right after my ban is gone ... SAME EXACT THING HAPPENS. Then today we played a ranked game everyone gave up so I typed in all caps ... "EVERYONE JUST STICK WITH A BUTT BUDDY AND GROUP AND WE CAN WIN THIS GAME JUST STOP SAYING ITS FUCKING OVER WE WILL MOST DEFINITELY WIN TEAMFIGHTS JUST TRUST ME GUYS!" Not meant as aggression and I dont think it seems aggressive.. Well aggressive motivation I assume since everyone gives up. My friend pisses me off by saying this game is over I kinda snap and say in skype "holy shit shut the fuck up its not over.. you guys are all dumb stop giving up so fucking early" I SAID THAT IN SKYPE. And he tilts then he starts trying but at this point they tilted me so I give up.. And right after I sent that message lucian says Stfu you feeding TF you are a toxic feeder.. Keep in mind that is the only message i sent up until that point... What happened is He told me to kill myself and Im not proud of it but I told him I will kill myself if he does too.. And It was rude and definitely inappropriate.. So I get reported by this lucian and my friend because my friend got pissed off at me for telling him to stfu it isnt over. So I got double reported and banned. Maybe I do deserve everything I get maybe I don't I have no idea.. But when I started playing this game in Season 2 I was never toxic until I met this friend of mine. Its just the way our "Group" is.. and I try to be a flexible person and adapt to groups of friends cause my goals in life are to make people happy and learn new things... So in Season 2-3 I loved the game it was so funn I had fun playng I watched my share of dunkey laughed my ass off enjoyed life.. Tencent stock sale shit went on and I didnt realize until I started to see the game take a downfall and Im like wtf is riot doing? Im not enjoying the game anymore.. it feels like a chore.. I just went from being an old player to not enjoying the game anymore.. and at this point in time I have wanted to quit league for the last 3 years.. but it is so hard.. its so hard.. At s4 I wanted to quit.. I just cant stand it its aggravaating and then my friend joined so I cant just play league and mute veryone because I have to deal with him when he tilts.. and it is hard for me and I just cant stand it. I understand this passage isn't formal and it is probably a giant waste of time but I just want to get this off of my chest and No one knows who I am anyway so it really doesnt matter its just a game and I love you all guys.. Riot I miss the old you.. and have a good day everyone :)