Not sure whether to be discouraged, curious, or what..
Alright so, where do I begin..
Hi, I'm a loser noob. Hate me if you want lol Nah but in all seriousness, hi, hello, call me Snow if you want. I'm newish. I can't actually remember when I made this account, but it's been a few weeks. I haven't been keeping track. I got into this amazing game due to, well the obvious reputation + art + I love fantasy/RPG games, and because my fiance plays it with his friends often and they always have a fun time. I've spectated a few of his games and it always is so exciting, even if his team ends up losing.
Anyways, I did my fair share of research on this game and the basics for playing and doing mostly the right stuff. I've had plenty of practice and fair well with Nasus and the new Warwick. I have a few other champs I plan on buying once I raise the IP for them. I'm awesome at Intro bots Beginner starts slow and iffy but once I level a bit, it gets good. Intermediate is the bane of my existence - I get slaughtered; the fight is actually one-sided, completely lol
So here is my dilemma: I've seen a few posts, quite a few, where people say to never use AI to practice, because bots do relatively the same pattern of stuff most of the time. Obviously I struggle with Intermediates, but I keep getting mixed messages; some say PVP is too harsh for a newbie to use for practice, and some say to get into PVP as soon as possible because it's real people with real things to learn from. Like I mentioned before, I've watched my fiance play; he does PVP with his friends. Whether I spectate from my own computer, or I kinda stalk over his shoulder for a couple minutes, I enjoy watching him play. The games get so intense sometimes but it always seems to happen in a really fun way. He and his friends handle things so well, even if they get killed. And even if they lose, they're usually still happy because they had played so well. I get so pumped and excited, wanting to play PVP for myself, but once I get into my client, I chicken out and either close the game or go for a Beginner bot match, with a bit of guilt. Once, he was super excited about a particular match he had, dragged me into his office and pulled up the game replay to show me some parts of it he really enjoyed. I was happy for him, and he was happy. He was proud of himself, as he should be, but I stayed mostly silent. He asked if something was wrong, and I brushed it off as just me not having anything to say. In truth, I was jealous.
So what do I do? Continue playing bot games until I have the balls to go after Intermediate, and try to keep going til I beat them easily? Suck it up, play PVP for the first time, risking embarrassment and hate from experienced players?
Sorry for such a long, dumb post..but I would hope there's someone out there who totally understands.
EDIT: Welp, I've finally hit level 10. I'm scared of people bashing me and reporting me for making mistakes, which I am bound to do for sure. I'm going to have to suck it up and do PVP for the first time ever. I'm scared but it needs to be done.
Wish me luck ;~;
EDIT 2: Well... I told my team ahead of time how scared I was, and that I was new to the game. Originally they tried to direct me, but I was doing so poorly that the Teemo in our group shit-talked me most of the time. He shit-talked the whole team really. I didn't know what to do or where to go..I've done plenty of researching on the game, but when it came down to actually applying the info right then and there, it was useless. I tried to apologize for my skills and our loss, and explain to the enemy team that I was new. I got laughed at, and that was that.
It wasn't even the trash talking that upset me. I'm upset at the fact I froze up and didn't know how to handle fighting real people. I adore this game, and I WANT to be good at it. I want to have something to be proud of, but god damn. Sure, it's just a game. I play games for fun, especially to deal with life's stresses, but shit man, to feel bad about something I love so much sucks.