Feeling like shit...
I'm really sad, angry, and confused right now. I've finished Silver 3 the last two seasons of League, and I knew I had it in me to get to Gold this season. I was right. A few days ago, I was Silver I with 70 LP ready to hit Gold for the first time. I sank down to Silver 2, thought it was no big deal, and climbing back to Silver I would be easy. I made my promo series FOUR times in a matter of two days, and lost. What sucks even more is that the games that lost me my series had trolls, flamers, intent feeders, etc... And I never got a message from Riot thanking me or whatever for helping the community, so none of them got punishment... and now I'm in a personal hell. I did nothing all day but play League to try to climb back up, but I've fallen down even further, currently Silver 3. I was crushed when I hit Silver 3, and I'll be devastated if I hit Silver 4... :/ Probably to the point where I'm ready to uninstall the game for a while, because it's taking a toll on me. It sucks because I don't think I can make it to Gold this season anymore, and I know there's no one to blame but myself. This really, really sucks. I don't understand why this is happening to me, I really don't. :(