[we have your backs]
So the video Riot posted about 20 hours ago. I just barely watched it. I know it's meant to inspire people to pursue their dreams and also to highlight some of the players in the upcoming events, but there's an opinion I'd like to share that I have, but was made clear to me during that video.
"League of Legends community, me, everyone, all of these gamers, we have your backs, that's who we are, you know?"
That's a pretty statement, but the thing is, from my standpoint, it's never been true.
The holidays (christmas, thanksgiving, new years, etc.), birthdays, and any other times where I've been alone, literally and emotionally, where all I wanted to do was talk to people. I reached out to this community, and I wasn't received or accepted with any sort of friendly behavior. My goals and dreams that I wanted to share with people fell on deaf ears. Every single time where I needed someone. Every single time where I wish someone had my back.
I've been alone.
I consider myself an Outcast because from the way I'm treated, it has to be true. I'm not welcome anywhere, much less the League of Legends community, I still play because I enjoy it, it's fun, the game is fun. I've made mistakes and been on the receiving end of mistakes.
However, I will not for for one second pretend that the league of legends community has ever had my back, because during the times where that would have mattered, it was silent and cold to me.
That's just my opinion though.
Link to the video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=epWMZK6nHgI