Fear of doing ranked
I feel so afraid of being told I'm no good. I only did it once, and I was so nervous. I did okay at the start, but first death onward, a player was just so mean about it. I tried to explain that I apologize if I were placed in a higher rank than needed to be. I just needed a leaping point. I knew I was in a class far above me. I couldn't help that. But I didn't need to be ostracized constantly. It was like I was being more watched than their own lane. As they racked deaths, even though I warned my lane was missing, they blamed me for them being in the jungle when their(enemy) minions were at tower with their jungler...I just was able to fight them off, but my mid laner took one of them out. I couldn't help it. I still took the brunt of the blame.
I hadn't even died twice.
Anyone else have that fear?