people tell me to "kill myself, stop playing ranked, im an aweful peice of shit etc"

i get outplayed but im cait adc 5-8 naut supp 4-15 lb 5-11 poppy 0-5 jungler did good 9-6 but still talked alot yet they think that im in the wrong for losing the game... this is why i hate premades, all 4 of my teamate consistantly talked shit only to me, no one else thought anyone else was doing bad. i say positive things like, lol sorry im doing bad ill try to be safe try harder, lol guys we can win.. we are making some mistakes lets try to do them less lol :) but everyone just uses them against me them trying to attack me... the only thing that can be projected as bad is when i said "just remember guys we are in the same elo" "yea cuz of shit people who feed their ass of like you! why do these people think they are in the right? im doing 100% of what i can to not be toxic and play nice, yet they think the loss was 100% my fault