Should I just give up on playing ranked?
I main top and some games are alright and some games are horrible.
I don't think I'm good enough to carry and I'm very mediocre or even poor when I play. Sometimes I have good decision making but, while I can see where I've improved, it just doesn't seem to be happening fast enough for me to be able to climb. I go on losing streaks or I either win one, lose one, rinse and repeat. It's becoming very demotivated. It took me a month to get out of Bronze IV and I'm currently Bronze II and most likely going to get demoted if I keep losing.
Should I just stop playing?
I want to improve but the problem is, ranked is very stressful and it demotivates me beyond belief. Some games feel stompy as Hell (for one of the sides) and they drain a lot of my energy because they take too long.
I used to think I could reach Silver (any division) and while that seems like a mediocre goal, it was to show myself that I was capable but nowadays, I feel like I'm going to be stuck in Bronze no matter what I do. Some games I do very well and try to coach the team but they won't listen, some games I do alright and other games I just can't do anything after dying and it puts me on tilt.
It's hard to be motivated and ranked just drains me of everything positive when I lose.
It's a matter of...should I continue in hopes of improving and actually climbing? Or just entering queue and constantly winning, losing, never going anywhere and feeling that I'm just a horrible player even though I've played for two years (a bit more).
I've tried solo queue, I've tried premades...I don't seem to be getting anywhere with either.
Am I just really bad at this game? Probably...
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~ hard carry ( practice alot in normal game ~ maximize the champion potential agaist counter etc) . keep farm and push , win - snowballing the lane. ward more. keep pushing top. Focus use