I am here because I deserve to be here and I can't blame anyone but me.
It's all my fault for all of these losses. It's all my fault for losing. It's all my fault for not carrying hard enough.
It's all my fault to continue to play on tilt. It's all my fault that I am a bad player.
I'm not in gold because I don't deserve to be. I'm a silver player, because that's what I deserve. I'm a silver player because I'm a horrible player that should "uninstall this game"
It's all my fault for not ganking. It's all my fault for accidentally stealing cs It's all my fault for not climbing hard enough. It's all my fault for not playing well.
Because of me, I make my team lose. Because of me, I can't carry. Because of me, I lose.
I will always lose....
Because I can't carry myself. Because I don't believe in myself.
Please. Get me out of here. I want to feel better. I want to win. I want that gold border. I want that skin. I want to be where the gold people are. I want to be that 5%.
Please. Help me. Please. Carry me.
silence