League is no longer a game i play for fun.....

I'm sad to say, when I play league i no longer feel happy or that great excitement that I once felt. League to me these days are days of pointless time wasting and a lie to myself. League was once a game i played over 60Hrs a week on. ( i worked a 40hrs job and came home everyday ready to queue up with friends or solo to play, nothing made me happier.) Now i lie to myself saying " this day will be better, you want to play league. " when I really dread queue-in up and playing a few games. I no longer feel that "Ahhh~ HERE WE GO!~" when i get my main and favorite champion in ranked... I don't mind losing so much as i hate how i lose, or how a game is played out. IMO (please disagree if you will) the roles are terribly unbalanced. ADC2K17 is not just a meme its real. Jungle is allowed to affect a game WAY to much these days. I know the people of riot try hard to make things fair for all, and i really appreciate that . But then i see thing like the new Armor MR patch coming and SO many players think.... "umm wait what? No don't do that...." Its as if riot eyes and ears are keen on somethings and completely blind and deaf to others. I'm not mad at riot for making my once favorite role a joke. Im not mad at riot for making mistakes and bringing back the worst meta we have ever seen (tanks). I mad at all the little things, in this wonderful game. Some of it is players, people who flame you if you don't take the top meta picks. People who Int run down mid. People who trash talk their own team because a mistake was made. Other parts are items being way to strong and other being far to week. I feel like this game should have many paths and options to you in build and champion diversity. But that become rare these days. I'm just ranting here and non of this matters in the grand scheme of things. Tank meta will still come. Trolls will still troll, and i will still miss the days that i look forward everyday to play League.