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I need help

Patrick8a·12/19/2015, 10:37:00 PM·1 votes·348 views

I need to vent because I'm addicted to this game even though there have been times when it literally makes me want to kill myself. I play it because I want to useful to my team. I want to do well and help others have a good time playing it. I've done well when I get the champ/role I want but whenever I'm stuck in a position I don't like or when my lane opponent just outplays me, I always hear about how I'm just a feeder or a troll and I need to be reported or I should uninstall the game because I'm trash. I'm already stressed out by the things I'm dealing with in my offline life and I come to this game to find relief from stress, not another source of it. Yes I'm depressed and yes I have thoughts of suicide almost daily. But please don't make it worse by making me feel like trash, or that I'm useless. I want to uninstall this game and never come back because I don't want to feel this pain anymore. But I already spent a lot of money on it and it would feel like even more of a big waste to just throw it all away. Plus I do have friends and family that play the game and I know you'll recommend that I play the game with them to relieve stress but they don't play nearly as much as I do and they don't enjoy the same modes as me so we can't play very often. I'm not expecting anything to change. I just needed to type this out for my own sake.

1 Comments

Serevas12/19/2015, 10:42:42 PM1 votes

I'll be honest, if you're looking for stress relief League of Legends isn't really that kind of game.

If you want to keep trying this instead, just start your game and mute everyone soon as you get into the game, you won't have to deal with the chat.

Additionally you should work on the other roles you don't play well, and find a couple easy to play champions. For example if top lane isn't your cup of tea, try playing champions like Malphite, he's super easy to play, and he's always useful even if you're 0/5.

For example my worst role in the game is ADC, no idea why, but no matter how much I try to practice it, I'm usually awful unless my lane opponent doesn't play ADC either. I deal with that by playing Caitlyn, Sivir, sometimes Miss Fortune. They each pretty simple to play, and usually always useful to some degree.