Starting to feel constricted when it comes to this game
So I just joined League back in the beginning to mid March and I loved it. But now, I'm not so sure anymore. Mainly because ( and please don't take this the wrong way) I feel like the community is terrible. Now not all of it, but when it comes to certain things, like getting help/advice on boards, playing the game in general or just trying to get riot to listen to you and a lot of the people in the game. That's where my main issue lies, it's in the game play. I just turned lvl 30 as of a few moments ago and I decided to try to play a ranked game, just out of curiosity to see what it was like. It was a one time thing. Now mind you I am not the best when it comes to playing PvP normal games but I try my hardest. And I got a lot of crap for it, a lot of put downs, a lot of people getting angry with me even though I've told them before the game even starts that I am not the best player out there. I'm still learning, so if I die a lot please don't get too mad. And it's like what I said goes out the window and I get things like "you suck, you're stupid, we're losing cus of (insert champions name here) is on our team. And then I get reported and I don't understand why. Then to make matters worse I get told to practice, how am I supposed to get better when my team gives me crap. This is a team based game, so if I do terrible then they tell me to back off (when in team fights that I could be useful in), or they don't help me at all. And then when the game is done, I get reported for "Intentionally feeding" or "bad game play", ect. And I'm not trying to do any of that, I'm trying to learn how to become a better player but people don't understand that. This is why I feel constricted because of all the crap people give me, the only games that I feel entitled to play and that I'm actually good at are Aram and bot games. But after a while, they seem too easy because I get so good at them. So I go for a bigger and better challenge which is PvP normal games and we're back to square 1 with all the bad talking. Maybe it's just me, but a lot of people take this game WAY to seriously. A game is to be played for fun, whether you win or lose shouldn't matter because lets face it, everyone wins and loses in a game, no matter what kind it is or what the name of it is. There's always going to be a loss somewhere down the road. But this kind of stuff makes this game not so fun anymore. It makes it very stressful, sometimes to the point to where I don't want to play anymore because of it. Am I the only one out here that feels like this? Also for those that have gone through what I have (if there's anyone that has), how did you over come it? Because this is driving me insane.