Played league till top level 30 in 3 weeks then started losing...alot.
Should I stop playing league? I am a new player who just started about 3 weeks ago. I have school and whenever i'm not at it i play league- till 1 am everyday. Now it's spring break. First day i wake up at 8 am and play league, grab a quick breakfast and play till dinner. Thirty minute break for dinner and i play till 7 am..great. That was my cycle for the whole spring break. In just 3 weeks i got to level 30 by playing league of legends full time and i was excelling. I was doing very very good, winning alot of matches and I even learned how to master Camille. All this time I have been playing so good but then for some reason i start failing. During that spring break my eyes start burning and i get light headed sometimes. Just an hour ago I started a game. I didn't have any symptoms of sleep deprivation again but after 4 games losing and feeding with absolutely NO KILLS AT ALL i lose it. My family has been telling me to stop playing and I can tell their mad and disappointed undertone whenever they speak to me. It's 3:39 am and my mom comes into my room to tell me to go to bed or else she will ground me from my computer and the game. This is rare. Very rare. I have never gotten a warning or grounding ever in my life. I was already very squishy in the game. 3"2 minutes into the game I already died from a lure into a bush and enemy team got first kill. Fizz goes "wtf are you doing" and i tell him i honestly don't know. I am morgana and my adc comes and we play. 5 minutes in game she goes "TRAP MORGANA TRAP THEM SO I CAN HIT" "-_______-" i was missing like crazy. Finally i just lost it when my mom came in. I went into a bush to recall and leave game so i dont feed while xayah was under turret dying slowly. I tried helping one last time but again i missed. I recalled and she yelled at me for "hiding in the bush" and recalling at full health. I tell her it's 3 am and i need to sleep. She tries to make even with me and say it's 3 am for her too and I told her "well you didnt stay up till 7 am last night did you?" I got very agitated and for some reason started crying because i can tell she was so disappointed and i left the game. My mom yelled at me once again which doesnt usually happen and when my mom goes to sleep I watch some youtube to calm myself down. I really wanted to say something again to my adc to I quickly log back on and the internet wouldn't freaking work so I retry a couple times again and when it worked it showed the exit screen. Apparently the top (cammie) in our team left early too and it was 3v5. The game lasted 44 minutes and the team i was in was so fed but lost and the enemy team was so bad but won. What even happened? Idk. But I feel very bad. I also am very mad. I just want to quit league to be honest. I play league all day except for when i have to eat and take a nap to temporarilt rejuvinate for the next say of league. You can literally see the dark circles around my eyes. I usually stay up but I've never has really visible panda eyes before. Anyways...I have calmed down alot now. This post is just a rant and not even really a discussion but I will ask----