Ok, I'm sick of how I'm playing.
I get tilted as soon as I die first, I tilt if I miss CS and get down CS to whoever I'm laning against, I make it worse by blaming others when I know it's my fault, I just want to get better but I cannot for some reason stop tilting.
I'm not a great player, I'm currently silver 4, highest ever was Gold 2 a few season ago when I played a lot, just came back and I absolutely LOVE this game, but it tilts me so damn hard and I hate that I can't control it. I'm a grown ass man tilting on a video game, that is just sad.
I know I can be way better, play safer, smarter, not blame others, etc ... I'm looking for tips please, any and all tips to improve my game and not tilt. I've already turned off all chat and plan on not paying attention to team chat but sometimes I cannot help it.
I know I'm not a good teammate because I get down if it's 5-10 10 minutes into the game I think it's over ... tips please ... I love this game far too much to let it piss me off this bad.
jump on you every other second