Quitting league
Lately I've been feeling pretty down playing league. I'll be playing ranked, and I'll carry really hard and win. After a while the games get harder. People better than me counter jungle me. I lose farm and I just reverse snowball. I try my hardest to find a character and play them a lot when I do good with them. Then after a while some items change or some mechanic changes and I get fucked over. I'm just too complacent with a winning strategy that I stop developing. The highest I've ever got in ranked was gold 3. The fact that there are so many people better than me makes me feel inferior. I don't even think I'm playing the game strategically. I'm just abusing mechanics to win. Building the same build over and over again using mobafire guides. I don't get how lanes push or how to apply lane pressure via ganks. Whenever I win a game it's not that I'm good at the game it's just I am less bad than other players. I've noticed in a lot of games where people who are really good just depress me from playing. I know that life smiles on those who get up after being knocked down. Some people are just more naturally gifted than I am. I've played since 2011 and I'm at gold stiil. My friend who I taught to play has only played since 2015 and he's diamond 3. I don't get how people get better without being complacent.