Mentally Exhausted
So tired of this, I understand for season 7 we had a soft reset, well honestly that has put me in a spot that without help I cannot get out of bronze 4. b5 and all others are easy to get out of but b4 is so ungodly hard. because everyone is either really bad or really good. I just so happen to be on the bad teams more often. I don't think I'm a god by any means, I mean fuck I'm bronze. But for real, this is stupid how many extremely bad and extremely good players their are in B4 (more like BS)
I have heard in the past that b4 is elo hell, now I know why. My mmr has dropped 300 points because or the players I'm paired with. Part of this is my fault because I'm not a great player by any means at all. But sometimes there is just no winning. I've quit from pure frustration like 5 times this week which I've never done before. I am usually the type of player that sticks it out to the end regardless of the situation. But holy fucking Christ on steroids is this difficult.
I am legit concerned for my mental health because I actually cried today because of how hard I've tried to get out of that rank. I'm not an emotional person so when this happened I actually am questioning if I should still continue to play league. I love the game but if I have gotten this frustrated over a video game, then I think personally I need to quit.
Positive comments only please, I'm looking for assistance not toxicity.