League makes me depressed

Hey, I wanted to ask if anyone else feels this way. I am currently in Bronze IV. In game, sometimes the laning phase doesn't go too well. I'll die once or twice and then I'll lose all motivation. I just start feeling empty as I see my jungler try to gank but he gets locked down with CC and dies, and then I'm just in the middle of it bout to get fucked. And then it just goes down hill from there. I start feeding, not intentionally but just because I have no motivation to try. It's like I play without a brain, I am just running in and pressing shit hoping for the best, and I just keep feeding. I want to know if there was a way to not feel this way. To not feel this way when I'm playing Lucian and the other team is playing Jhin with Nautilus support and Naut hits his hook and Jhin literally 3 shots me, and then every time I get into lane I just end up dying. I just don't know what to think or what to do. I feel so empty when playing League. I want to play League, but I don't wanna risk feeling this way. Some games I get lucky and win, some games we just get fucking demolished. It seems that there is no middle ground. I feel like I should be better than this but I am stuck at this skill level I'm at, never seeming to make any progress. I think I'm getting too attached to this game, but I am desperately trying to get better. I don't know man, any advice?