Lost the passion I used to have for this game, gonna need a longer break than normal.
I used to look at posts like the one im about to make and think "those guys are insane, i friggen love this game. cant see myself ever leaving for a bit or for good". well here I am. One day, i just lost all will to play. At 1st I just chalked it up to being a little burnt out, but after a month and a half of just not feeling up to it day after day, I know i cant pretend that i'm just a little burnt out again, and i cant say i even know the source. It could be any number of old problems I have had with this game for a while now such as seeing the same champs over and over every game or just having to deal with super cocky people constantly, or if its a new thing like just being disappointed this much by the preseason so far after being super excited for it a few months in advance (before knowing any details of it) or the fact that now i have all the champions and accomplished my goal of getting out of bronze last season leaving me feeling lost as of what to do next. No matter what the cause, i just never regained my passion for this game that i used to have a few months back. Hell even when i just cut it down to only plying for my 1st win in a bot game quickly, i just feel out of it and want to be doing anything else. I always got excited for new champion releases and teasers, but Poppy and Jhin (who looks to be pretty cool imo)just dont get me back to the way I once was, and I'm honestly not sure if even Ao Shin could right now. I'm just at a loss of why I don't seem to care anymore. It doesnt matter to me so much if Riot is to blame or if I am, i need a break, not my normal 1-2 days either. probably 1 week- 1 month. I'll probably still come back for events and reworks/new champions being released, but other than that i doubt ill be spending much more time on here. Not until my passion for this game returns anyways.