What's on your mind tonight?
Share with me your most recent life-insight. What's changed how you look at things lately?
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well about 8 months ago my fiance left me for reasons unknown then i lost my job partly because i was real sad about the former and couldn't focus. but lately ive been talking to a girl online whos real into me and has helped me forget and move on. im happier now then i have been in a long time.
Hmmm that the girl in my stats class is relatively cute so im thinking she might be my next endeavor also facebook makes it hard to find old friends that kinda bugs but on top of that Twitch finally has feet and every skin is flawlessly beautiful.
I would love to tell you I found a real goal and start caring about myself more.
This is cliche (maybe) for this forum since it's about LoL but hopefully you'll appreciate since you're a part of it all. League has really changed how I see things in a weird way. It's helped me see that everyone is subjected to the same things and reactions we might see as really stupid or unnecessary are completely normal for everyone in every situation not just LoL. I never quite understood why someone would rage at people on their team when it doesn't help at all but when you've had a bad day and you go to play a game you enjoy and people on your team aren't doing well it really drives you up a wall because this was supposed to be your pick-me-up. I think everyone has raged at one point and reflected back on it and thought "Well I was really mean and now I feel bad." I guess what I'm trying to say (and failing at it) is that LoL has really improved my ability to empathize so I can handle other life decisions in a more tactful way.
As far as what's on my mind tonight I would say I really want a Under the Red Hood sequel because the first one was so good and had an incredible cast. I mean you got Jensen Ackles as the Red Hood who is in Supernatural now. You have John Dimaggio as the Joker who also does TONS of other voice work. Bruce Greenwood from the newer Star Trek as Batman, Neil Patrick Harris as Nightwing, Gary Cole as Gordon, and Jason Isaacs as Ra's Al Ghul. Phil Lamarr and Kevin Michael Richardson are support roles and Robert Clotworth (aka Jim Raynor from the Starcraft series) is a Black Mask henchman. And then Black Mask is played by Wade Williams. It's like they picked out all of my favorite people and put them in one of my favorite animated movies with one of my favorite superheroes of all time.
My minds on a few on the twitch rework, and a few of the concept champions on the forums right now. I don't make any of them, but seeing them is neat. I Thoroughly enjoyed one called "Ellie, Maid of the Mist", and wrote a short lore for her. You should check it out :) I think she'd be a fun addition to league.
Also, I love the twitch rework so far. I was a tad skeptical of the voice at first when I saw his video you guys released, but playing him, it feels better. Thank you guys for continuing to put out awesome reconstructions like this. :) It makes me a happy camper to see a company that actually cares about their game(s). I think its probably one of the reasons I continue to condone this game over any other. [that and my undying love for strategy games >.> ]
I've been having a rough year so far but some great opportunities are coming together for me. Feels good to have purpose again, even if it doesn't work out. Gotta remember each day is a new one, it helps.
I'm quite hung over, and at work. ARGLFLARGH.
Im Thirsty
I've met somebody too, but this is something that is going to require a lot of patience (in a good way.)
Understanding my own impatience and learning to deal with it has helped me internalize several of my other emotions to better understand them as well.
I finished my exams and now I can enjoy the rune event. Gonna get some more rune pages full =)
Kinda annoyed my gunpla order did not arrive on the supposed date and I just got a job offer.
So that's good.
i miss feeling love, then again, the world is a dark cold place, love and peace are the greatest lies of all, there is only the calm from birth, war and death
In my mind atm is the ''upcoming'' legendary lux skin waiting it for so long i think i'll fall in love with it once it's done =].
Hm. I have proposed to two Rioters in the last 24 hours. Do you have any advice for me?
Oh cool Xelnath is here. Mainly I've been stressing about life and the like. Keep trying for jobs to no avail (Including Riot but I haven't heard back yet) and it feels like my dreams never get any closer, just further and further away.
I suppose that's life but it's the point where you go "Am I loser? Am I never going to accomplish things?"
I don't think any one thing really changes people except maybe a miracle (hence why it's call a miracle). It takes a consistent pattern of looking at things or stimuli affecting your life to change you. With that said, I think college is probably the best thing that ever happened to me because the amount of people and experiences I've had here are something I couldn't hope to have back home. Not because home is boring lacking experience but because college forces things on you and a large variety at that. It's helped me see that the world isn't about me, and just managing my own little bubble isn't good enough to really do something great in this life.
Being responsible doesn't get any easier when you're older. My failures in college and scheduling things in general helped me realize this.
Xelnath will you be my boyfriend so I'm not single forever </3
I don't think anything has particularly changed how I look at things recently, at least nothing that jumps out at the moment. This isn't to say I haven't been learning this and that or asking myself questions, but if there's been any change, I don't register it.
I've been playing a lot of Dark Souls recently in preparation of the release of the sequel on PC. Not only has it made me reevaluate what makes a game good both in terms of gameplay and story, but it's made me realize how much more satisfying it is to do something challenging over something easy.
Best friend is dating a girl that I'm interested in. They really don't mix at all. He knows this and thinks that she and I would make a better couple. I know he wants things to work out with her, so I want to support him on it.
In essence, I'm caught in a catch 22 between respecting my friend's aspirations and being real with him because of possible personal gain. Being a bro is hard, women hurt my head.
I'm being put in charge of my department at work, and yet considering leaving, because the pay is dismal.
Sigh, Corporate is no fun. I'd never out-and-out abandon them, but I think my career should move elsewhere.
Unless Lux started working there. I'd never leave....because lasers.
Xelnath I remember asking you if you liked Bob Marley. And you gave me an incredibly vague answer lol
I only ask because he is one of my favorite artist and no matter what mood im in his music really puts me at ease.