Interesting reverse feedback from someone who has been both a team player and a rager
Hello Riot, others in GD. I'm not here to rage, or anything. To be honest, I'm just here to give out a few numbers and see what the thoughts behind it are. I've had an interesting last six months or so and have really rethought a few things that were causing me to be quite angry when playing. That's good. It had nothing to do with League, just things.
However, upon my return I have lost... ~80% of my matches in the last month. That's a guess, but I have a whole match history full of losses that I'm not quite sure where they came from. I don't honestly know what's going on.
WAY back in the day, before the trolls dragged me down into their way of thinking, I was always helping, warding, doing most of the stuff that I should do (This was about a year ago, mind you.)
Then I started getting better, concentrating, raging at teammates for making the slightest mistakes, and especially raging at (And feeling deliciously justified) in raging at people raging at me. Or picking on the other team when they made a mistake. That always seems to rattle their cages. But I was winning.
Now, I'm back to my original point, and I'm back to losing matches again. So please, someone, tell me wtf I am supposed to do, because it seems like being angry certainly won me more games.