I get to point in this game....

where I just want to quit. I am not learning a thing with all this advice. The problem lies in I have never learned anything though a bunch of talking. Even if it's well meaning. I learn by doing, not talking. It just doesn't work. I watched some videos. It's done nothing. Kinda hard to apply something in-game when the situation doesn't call for it. It's a rough road indeed getting better by playing with people on the same level as you. It's never the way I have done things. I always played people better than me to get better.