getting tired of this game

i only play 3 types of games

• we get going someone throws we lose

• i play really good, but lose because i cant 1v5 carry

• i play really bad i get no help from jungle other lanes feed ff at twenty.

i go on losing streaks but i dont think i have ever been on a winning streak this season, its easier to get 4 teamates that have never played before then it is to get 4 decent teamates that arnt toxic, like i get it i have to carry myself out of this fucking elo, but it shouldnt be like that i should get 4 bronze 3's on my team vs 5 silver 5's. riot probably is laughing at me for not winning these games. maybe occationally i get a good game and then someone dc's. ahh whatever it doesnt matter this game is pointless anyways