Having some stereotypical difficulties and don't know really where to go from here (ranked)
Hello there everyone. A couple of months ago, I really got serious about playing in Ranked queue's. I found that the more you play, the less stressful it is and the more you climb. Since starting ranked queueing, I've made it a point to stray as far as possible from the "toxic community" and the constant blaming that goes on in League of Legends and instead of listened to wiser people than me and their advice on the right kind of mindframe to climb. I've always looked to myself to improve, and have always blamed myself first whenever there was a loss and tried to see where I went wrong.
Lately, I've found myself in a jam, and I'm having difficulty trying to figure out what to do from here. I have managed to climb myself from Bronze 3 to Silver 4, and I seem to have stopped here, skipping from the top of Silver 4 to the bottom all in the matter of the last week and a half or so. I feel like I've been really unlucky lately, and that a single win will be followed by a couple of losses. I further feel (and here is where I'm really struggling) that my issues are not with myself, but instead with a lot of the calls that my teammates make and how well they do early game.
My biggest issue is the fact that whenever I seem to give my main role, which is mid, to someone that seems to really want it, they always seem to do terribly, in some cases to the point where I'm confused as to why i gave them mid. None the less I keep my mouth shut and I keep playing, despite feeling very regretful that I did not go to the role that I am most comfortable with.
In many other cases, it seems that the enemy team always possesses something that I can't seem to grasp. It's nothing mechanical, in the sense that they might have higher cs or a better grasp of how their champion works. Instead I've been feeling like I'm so vastly outskilled by every enemy team that I'm playing against that my confidence has been shaken to it's core.
I realize that one of my biggest downfalls is the fact that I don't record and watch myself play nearly enough games. But at the same time, I'm still at a loss as to what to do to get better. Is this a sign that perhaps I should take a break? Or is there some sort of method or acctivity that a player better than myself might advise me to do? (something that has really broken your lack of self esteem in times of trouble, and has really brought you back to a good frame of mind)? Thanks all for reading all of this text, and have a wonderful day.