I am ruined.

I have been permanently suspended from the rift. After a year of playing this game exclusively, i have been banned for toxic behavior. I know i messed up, I was playing the game on a generator because the power is out, and then two games in a row I get trolling duoQ partners, and yeah, i snapped, but I just want to play..... and have the over $650 worth of stuff i bought from the store still. What is the point of an online competitive game if you can't tell people who go zed and illaoi bot lane to go fuck off. They were both trolling and riot cant even see what is going on in pre or post games where they were AWEFULL. And i simply dont care anymore. What is the point of being on this earth if there is a company that screws you over after you get flamed to shit by duoQ partners that lie in all chat. Riot SCREWED me out of $650...... and im done. Done living in a place that i lose power in a windstorm, done being made fun of, and done getting fucking screwed out of my money. I know riot will probably remove this post, but i don't care. I. Am. Done. Peace bitches.