Cant think of a good title out of anger.

Mainly a rage/vent post cause Idc.

Can't believe I havnt broke my keyboard by now. Im gold v trying to get to gold 2 or higher by the time the reset comes in January to secure a better chance of ending up back in gold again, anything but silver. I've gotten to promos for gold 4, four times in the last few weeks, quite easily too, but the real bs starts when I actually get there.

Promo to gold 4 #1: -First match: Win -Second match: Top lane, plat, mid lane plat, our jgler, shyvana whos a 3v3 ranked challenger, the mid and my support were doing alright. Early game I had best cs and most kills and the game was looking good besides the top trynd that started to feed a bit early. He then starts having lag problems, and trying to play with it instead of staying at base, getting himself killed ,feeding even more... -Third match: Loss

Promo to gold 4 #2 -First match: win -Second match: tough match, no real bs, game was close, but we started overcoming them, we end up late game at their base, their nexus almost done, 5% left!!! Nope..we all die as the enemies spawn just in time and push across the whole map get like 3 towers and nexus in the 40 seconds we ere all dead -Third match: loss due to dealing with enemy yas/malph combo, our mid fed, I started feeding too eventually like rest of the team

Promo to gold 4 #3 -First match: win ( i think) -Second match: my support (remember this is gold elo, he was also gold v) goes tahm as panic pick, as he was forced to supp. I find out he never played support before ever, and it was also his first time Tahm...that match was obviously another LOSS -Third: Loss

Promo to gold 4 #4 -Today -First match, automatic win given thanks to new promo helper system (It was like it was made just for me) -Second match: **This one was the worst ** Champ select starts, I say im in promos and going to adc, second pick doesn't even consider anything, insta locks adc vayne, team doesnt really listen or negotiate either, I end up being forced to amumu jg, (jg is my last role), but get this, in game after all that, the vayne ends up going 1/10, while I was feeding the least and doing better overall until it was mid/later game, while our top shen was feeding enemy maplh pretty bad too since early, has the worst build, doesnt listen to anyone about it or about the fact that he should stop tryin to fight malph etc tc....It was already so bad, but I was hoping the vayne could atlesat do good if she will take adc/vayne and risk gg for it by making her teammate go his worst role but nope. Instead after she feeds a few kills she starts getting discourage and saying gg/surrender..eventually we lost ofc -Third match: I get adc this time, I was more confident about it for the sake of winning than letting the guy who supported me go adc and me support instead, since he just said he preferred adc ovr supp nothing more, and thought it should be fine. The guy goes morg and does fine actually, we win lanne in a way, but our top once again, feeding feeding, eventually they all get fed and we gotta deal with 10/1 kat early game and it just got worse and rowe stil gg..

^In the last 2 games of the 4th promo I just had today, it was the lee saying "fuck you irelia" and teammates too immature to hold their anger for after game atleast and going at each other instead, indirectly ruining themselves, by being part of the reason of why they lost. The Irelia after I tried to be nice with her and told her to chill and that we can win, says something along the line of "no fuck you im in promos too but I wll throw it just for you"

What are these people that I just cant comprehend doing allover the place all the sudden? I know there are all kinds of people in any level of this game but even in mid-high silver I dealt with way less of these kinds of players

Am I really asking for too much? I could of done better in enough of those matches, but I was one of the few in all those games who didnt go on tilt during game, who didnt start saying gg or harassing teammates or trying to surrender, who kept positive and tried to actually win. I took breaks inbetween those extra bad games to cool down. Its just gold v to gold 4 why does it have to be so hard, all these bad things at the worst times happening multiple times in a row. Even if I dont fully deserve to get where Im trying to, im not looking to get to g4 or even up to g2 to stay there , im going for above g5 at the moment so I can end back in g5 atleast after reset. Silver 1 to g5 was hell, over 9 promos in total it took for that, which is another story.