Is it alright if I post about myself in Memes and Games?
Look, I'm not gonna claim I'm depressed or anything like that, because I honestly don't think I have depression, and I have never been diagnosed with depression. It's just that life's really been kicking my ass lately, and I need a place to vent my sadness and anger out. I know it's not technically the right board for this, but Memes and Games has always been my favorite board. The people here are downright the friendliest of all the LoL community. So sorry if I'm a gonna be a bit of a downer today, I just want the people in my favorite board to know the real me.
To start with, I never went to college because I couldn't afford it, so I got a job straight out of high school in a fast food joint. I've been here for years now, and I've never been able to find a better job. I live in a small town, where everybody knows everybody else, so jobs are pretty limited. Lately I've been worried that I'll never be able to get another job. I'll die having no accomplishments to my name...
My coworker verbally harasses me all the time. I usually ignore him, but he's been pretty ruthless about it recently. I've filed a few complaints, but he's the senior worker of us two, and my boss hasn't done anything about him. In fact, my boss blatantly ignores all his employees and spends most of his time accounting. Either that or he's doting on his uhhh... big-boned daughter.
Outside of work, I spend most of my time with my only real friend. He's special. In the special education kind of way. Nice enough guy, but really not the most engaging intellectual conversationalist. It sucks that I can't even share my problems with him because he wouldn't understand. He doesn't understand much of anything, really.
I've never had the best success with relationships either. There's this one girl I was gonna make moves on, she's smart, athletic, beautiful. A real southern belle. But she's stone-walled all my attempts and put me firmly in the friendzone. She hasn't exactly been subtle about it, either.
So yeah... that's me in a nutshell. A failure stuck in a low paying job with a coworker that hates him, a boss that ignores him, a single mentally-challenged friend, and a girl that will never, ever like him back. I wish I could leave this town, run away from my pathetic life and start elsewhere... but in all honesty... I'm too much of a coward to try.
And you know what the worst part is about all this?
I live in a pineapple under the sea.
