This is my gameplay video, and after this, now you know why I need help. And that's why I made these posts these past few days. Desperate or not, I've made them anyway. If you want to give me any feedback from this video, go right ahead. But, don't make fun of me. I hate being mocked and getting laughed at.
First of all, you should use smartcasts which you can manage in the settings. Makes you look less clumsy, because honestly the first 4 minutes made me wanna bite my tongue... Anyways, you can buy stuff in the shop faster by right-clicking or clicking twice with the left mouse button instead of pressing the "Buy" button on the side. And since you got First Blood pretty early and your ADC still died, you shouldn't stay and be overaggressive once your passive is down.
Why shouldn't I be overaggressive once my passage is down? And for the record, I didn't get first blood.
I seem to worry a lot about how I play this game. What if I don't a lot of enemy kills? What if I get too far behind and never catch up? What if I don't get more multiple kills at once? What if I don't ever reach my full potential? What if I'll get stuck on tilt forever? [HYPERVENTILATING] I think I'm about to lose my mind, I'm about to lose my confidence, I'm about to lose my psyche! I'm about to go psycho any second now! ABSOLUTELY PSYCHO!! SOMEBODY STOP ME FROM ALL THIS MADNESS!!
Who am I kidding? I'll never make it to the top, never be good enough, never get more enemy kills than anyone, never, never, never. Yes, I am out of control. Yes, I am in need of anger management. And yes, I am attention-grabbing. I am also very uncoordinated, very unskilled, and very very desperate to make all these posts for the past 5 days. I try and try to get these hints stick to my head, but it's no use. I can't be able to calm down for very long, I can't figure out which tips I like the most. I can't even get in a happy mood long enough to improve. There's absolutely nothing I can do improve myself and get more wins. Nothing, nothing, nothing. [sniffling and weeping]
Nothing's ever panned out on what I need to improve on. Not here, not on Facebook, not even on Youtube. I went hysterical, I have really uncontrollable emotional issues, and I can't have any fun with all these losses. That's exactly how I felt for the past 5 days and I need to get out of this funk ASAP.
